*Triggers Possible* mom and her dogs two:sexual and physical abuse

[840mousebird]

Sometimes when my (adopted) mom was in a certain mood, one I'd FEEL and know was coming I'd do what I could to get everything right but was always set up.

I hate the things that arouse me now. I can't tell anyone. But I can't help.

Something I think about being humiliated. How I learned to expect it.

I keep thinking about one night coming in from work and immediately getting laid into about pee on the toilet seat. She spanked me front and back and because of how much I got on my front, I actually wanted her dogs to lick me.

So I sat there while she watched TV, in the corner getting my genitals licked to feel better while she called me pathetic and gross

 

[NAM]

So sorry you had to go through that. I also have some bad experiences of peeing on the toilet seat and getting laid into about it. It was very humiliating. As well as being kept naked after a spanking and made to stand in the corner. I can understand the pain you felt. Stay Strong.

 

[840mousebird]

So sorry you had to go through that. I also have some bad experiences of peeing on the toilet seat and getting laid into about it. It was very humiliating. As well as being kept naked after a spanking and made to stand in the corner. I can understand the pain you felt. Stay Strong.

Thank you

 

[Butch21]

Sometimes when my (adopted) mom was in a certain mood, one I'd FEEL and know was coming I'd do what I could to get everything right but was always set up.

I hate the things that arouse me now. I can't tell anyone. But I can't help.

Something I think about being humiliated. How I learned to expect it.

I keep thinking about one night coming in from work and immediately getting laid into about pee on the toilet seat. She spanked me front and back and because of how much I got on my front, I actually wanted her dogs to lick me.

So I sat there while she watched TV, in the corner getting my genitals licked to feel better while she called me pathetic and gross

I’m sorry you had to go through that, I endured a similar humiliation, but it wasn’t my mom just an older girl in the neighborhood when I was young

 

[BlurryFace]

God I hate some moms. I hated my mom but so desperately wanted her love when I was a kid. My mom told me she never wanted me, and I was good for only one thing and that was to be used by men so she could get money and drugs. Horrible things were done to me and more than once it included a dog. I am so sorry you went through what you did.

 

[Butch21]

God I hate some moms. I hated my mom but so desperately wanted her love when I was a kid. My mom told me she never wanted me, and I was good for only one thing and that was to be used by men so she could get money and drugs. Horrible things were done to me and more than once it included a dog. I am so sorry you went through what you did.

I’m sorry you went through that abuse. I went through abuse that involved dogs also. I hate the feelings that it stirs in me today.

 

[BlurryFace]

I’m sorry you went through that abuse. I went through abuse that involved dogs also. I hate the feelings that it stirs in me today.

I understand completely

 

[little_boy_lost]

I'm sorry you went through that. I am not sure but I have been having dreams of sexual abuse involving dogs. I am tied down on my bed as a child and my step mom's dogs are licking and biting my gentials. I don't remember if this actually happened. But I've been processing more of my abuse with my therapist and maybe its brininh up repressed trauma.