Mom let it slip that my late adoptive dad was also abused

[840mousebird]

My adoptive mom (who really never talks about my late adoptive father) told me that he was a sex addict and used to cheat. Not in those exact words and she was and few drinks in. But she said that he got the same treatment as me but he wanted it? That if he was too much for her she would slap his penis or have a dog lick his privates. And that doing so to me was a precaution as we only think with our penises.

But it had the opposite effect. Not being allowed to touch my genitals - not even to piss for Christ sake, never allowed underwear, the only time it was messed with was when she wanted. Either kneeling corner time with the requirements of my genitals can't move from the ground (so I'm thinking of them the whole time), the being made to have dogs lick me there, or having my dick and balls beat. Like WTF does she think. How could that help

I would get beat worse if my dick wiggled around too much while being whipped. Everything was focused on it. If I got pee on the toilet seat, everything was my dicks fault. She made me feel terrible and embarrassed for having one and called it my tail to the other adopted kids. Fuck. Just venting. I remember sitting at the dining table for once because I was never allowed to and couldn't wear underwear or pants and had to sit there being licked while eating with them and then beat for squirming.

 

[little_boy_lost]

I'm sorry such terrible things were done to you. I remember one incident with my step mom's dog she had it lick my penis while she was sodimizing me with various objects. Her hairbrush was used often and was the favorite. I think I was 4 or 5 when this happened. Its the only incident with dogs I remember.