What a crazy week it’s been.
KK07
Registrant
it’s been a crazy week.
thursday i saw my psychiatrist.. i actually felt it like i finally stepped into healing instead of just thinking about it.. that alone was a lot
then everything went sideways out of nowhere i had appendicitis.. hospital.. surgery. one minute i’m trying to get ready to face old stuff in my head, the next i’m on a bed under bright lights. scared..hurting. trying not to panic while people talk over me. it all happened so fast. my body gave out before my mind could catch up
it’s been a rough week
i’m sore
i’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix
my head feels full and empty at the same time
but even laying there hurting i didn’t lose what i found on thursday. if anything it made it clearer my body has been carrying pain just as long as my mind has.. healing doesn’t wait until life is calm sometimes it shows up when everything hurts
i’m worn down
i’m healing
i’m still here
still choosing to move forward
even when it’s messy and slow
if you’re barely holding it together right now you’re not weak you’re human and staying alive and showing up is enough for today
I am determined to be a better than yesterday than the next after the next… each day im growing and learning.
thursday i saw my psychiatrist.. i actually felt it like i finally stepped into healing instead of just thinking about it.. that alone was a lot
then everything went sideways out of nowhere i had appendicitis.. hospital.. surgery. one minute i’m trying to get ready to face old stuff in my head, the next i’m on a bed under bright lights. scared..hurting. trying not to panic while people talk over me. it all happened so fast. my body gave out before my mind could catch up
it’s been a rough week
i’m sore
i’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix
my head feels full and empty at the same time
but even laying there hurting i didn’t lose what i found on thursday. if anything it made it clearer my body has been carrying pain just as long as my mind has.. healing doesn’t wait until life is calm sometimes it shows up when everything hurts
i’m worn down
i’m healing
i’m still here
still choosing to move forward
even when it’s messy and slow
if you’re barely holding it together right now you’re not weak you’re human and staying alive and showing up is enough for today
I am determined to be a better than yesterday than the next after the next… each day im growing and learning.
