*Triggers Possible* The Boy.
SomeOldMan
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The Boy.
Had no idea then, and still don't know and will never know who The Boy is. I truly hope he had an amazing life, and no harm befell him, at least that's what I'd like to think, because he didn't know it at the time, but he was in the house of a serial predator that lived on the block. I know, I was at that moment being victimized, and was stuck with nowhere to go and no one to talk to about *anything*.
So this young man made a decision then that impacts me to this day, for I was absolutely 100% certain he was the next victim, and even back then the protective instinct was too strong. So I told the therapist after a bloody suicide attempt brought out all that mandatory reporting stuff (which I didn't even know was a thing), still have the original report. It takes you right back to that moment.
And that set into motion a chain of events that had irreparable repercussions, but The Boy was not one of those. He has no idea the price paid.
He will never know the absolute terror of sitting all alone, in a witness stand, with a lawyer screaming at you and zero sympathy.
"Clear the courtroom and answer the question", Judge said.
"DONT LOOK OVER AT THE DETECTIVE JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION.!"
THAT is by far THE loneliest feeling in the world at that point. Bell was rung no turning back.
All The Boy saw was the man up the street being arrested and losing his home and business and freedom for 3 years and never coming back. He was only about 8 at the time, doubt he remembers much, but I knew EXACTLY what was coming for that kid, which he'd gotten away with for decades.
And there is always a price to pay for "getting involved". Whether you know it or not.
Yes The Boy was "saved".
But not This Boy, but you made it out kid.
Happy for you. Hope you made a great life, you were the last in a long line of victims.
Bittersweet.
Think about that kid often, the protective instinct is strong even at a young age.
Had no idea then, and still don't know and will never know who The Boy is. I truly hope he had an amazing life, and no harm befell him, at least that's what I'd like to think, because he didn't know it at the time, but he was in the house of a serial predator that lived on the block. I know, I was at that moment being victimized, and was stuck with nowhere to go and no one to talk to about *anything*.
So this young man made a decision then that impacts me to this day, for I was absolutely 100% certain he was the next victim, and even back then the protective instinct was too strong. So I told the therapist after a bloody suicide attempt brought out all that mandatory reporting stuff (which I didn't even know was a thing), still have the original report. It takes you right back to that moment.
And that set into motion a chain of events that had irreparable repercussions, but The Boy was not one of those. He has no idea the price paid.
He will never know the absolute terror of sitting all alone, in a witness stand, with a lawyer screaming at you and zero sympathy.
"Clear the courtroom and answer the question", Judge said.
"DONT LOOK OVER AT THE DETECTIVE JUST ANSWER THE QUESTION.!"
THAT is by far THE loneliest feeling in the world at that point. Bell was rung no turning back.
All The Boy saw was the man up the street being arrested and losing his home and business and freedom for 3 years and never coming back. He was only about 8 at the time, doubt he remembers much, but I knew EXACTLY what was coming for that kid, which he'd gotten away with for decades.
And there is always a price to pay for "getting involved". Whether you know it or not.
Yes The Boy was "saved".
But not This Boy, but you made it out kid.
Happy for you. Hope you made a great life, you were the last in a long line of victims.
Bittersweet.
Think about that kid often, the protective instinct is strong even at a young age.