My Struggle with Sexual ID
Lone Survivor
Registrant
1st it was my father, then my mother and lastly my brother all saying. You are a guy therefore you are 100% Straight. With someone telling me that constantly, and me having self doubts most of my life I am and have been for the most of it. Not 100% certain, to this date I can't even say for certain if I am straight, gay or bi as I really don't know. I have no issue with guys kissing one another or seeing photos of both sexes nude. Nor does it automatically give me an erection.
I never really dated, see my story and you see why. Also because of it I never had a lot of money and going out on dates is something I can't afford most of the time.
Also I am scared of being intimate with someone, trust issues, can I really trust them not to hurt me. Frankly that is my biggest fear.
So I label myself Asexual for now, as it seems the most logical thing to do
I never really dated, see my story and you see why. Also because of it I never had a lot of money and going out on dates is something I can't afford most of the time.
Also I am scared of being intimate with someone, trust issues, can I really trust them not to hurt me. Frankly that is my biggest fear.
So I label myself Asexual for now, as it seems the most logical thing to do