My Shameful Past Part 2

My Shameful Past Part 2

daveHello

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The first part is in the introduction part of the forum so I decided to add the next part here, so here goes


Well my story with my brother didn't end after we stopped when i was 12, that was just the first pause in our activity he chose to make, he said he stopped then as it couldn't keep going on forever which of course at the time i wasn't happy about and it kind of pushed me towards my Dad alot as i was missing that attention from my brother. So I was 13 when the dressing as a girl for Dad had begun, I'd already become good at it after 2-3 months so I told my brother about the fact i had started to dress up as a girl for Dad, he became very interested in that and wanted to see me as a girl so i showed him. .

I got the clothes from my dads and I told my brother I'd show him that afternoon after school finished before Mom and Stepfather returned from work. I got dressed up in the bathroom in short skirt and tank top, I worse like a bra that is filled with water under the top which makes it look like i have boobs and it genuinely feels like a boob when you feel it and i wore black tights, my brothers reaction when he saw he was in shock, with my long blonde hair and minimal make up. I knew right away he was into it and he started to feel me and his penis was hard very quickly, he undid his pants and i immediately started to work on his cock like i did in the past, masturbating and sucking it. After a few mins he just told me to get on my hands and knees and he was behind me feeling my chest and pushing up the skirt, of course he went on to fuck me after some work to get me ready. My brother was 15 at this time and during this time since we'd stopped his penis had grew a lot, now even same size as my Dad so it was very hard sex and he just ejaculated really fast. We didn't have much more time before Mom came home so it stopped there.

My Brother agreed to come to my Dads house to do that more with me, he wasn't willing to risk the chances of being caught by Mom or stepfather. So me and him shared a bed when he came over, my Dad of course saw this as a chance to restart it with my brother too, my brother refused again so me and him went at it a lot of these nights, he couldn't stop wanting it. On the 3rd weekend though i woke up and my brother was missing from the bed so i went out, got to my dads room, looked in and yep, dad was on top of him and they were doing it, well they had just finsished i think but dad was kissing his back and neck and his hand was under him rubbing his penis. I watched for a bit they saw me then i left back to the other bedroom, about 5 mins later i heard the bed creaking faster and faster and their muffled moans, well my brothers as he was face down but i knew my Dad was fucking him again. About 30 mins later he returned to our bed, I asked him why he started it again with Dad he just said seeing as he was back doing me he thought he could stop wanting to go with Dad but realised he wanted to again so after Dad had tried multiple times he woke up and was horny for Dad so went to his bedroom. Seeing him with my bro made me a bit jealous really, i could tell my Dad was really into him, the noise sounded very passionate, I wondered how long they had been doing this i mean what age he had started with Dad as he was doing it with him long before my brother made his move on me when we were young.

The next part of my story is when my Stepfather became involved in it too with me, yes the guy who i hate and who i was scared of, he used to hit me and make my life hell but I never told my Mom, anyway, that 3rd part of the story will come next but if anyone wants to ask anything just message me privately if you're interested in more details.
 
My brother absolutely loved when I dressed for him, furthering his need for role-playing in our dom/sub secret pain to pleasure arrangement which began with oral innocent play when I was ten and he was twelve. Things esclated over the two years (age 12) being deflowered that brought me to a place of crying and biting into his pillow one afternoon when I suppose I took it like a man. It took a long time to come to terms that I was a passable female and questioned if I had sent out receptive flags even before the first play at age ten. I have taken a lot of deleted time and disc space journaling a detailed autobiography where I said goodbye to the past and hello to the future. Many of us don't know this but incestual arrangements (mothers/fathers/siblings) from mild to wild are more common than we would think. Many taboos muffle the actual statistics leaving us to believe we are the only ones with our emotions, experiences, traumas, or life lessons, we're not.
 
Please flag me with your third installment, not really sure how to find lost threads I had wanted to reply to.
 
My brother absolutely loved when I dressed for him, furthering his need for role-playing in our dom/sub secret pain to pleasure arrangement which began with oral innocent play when I was ten and he was twelve. Things esclated over the two years (age 12) being deflowered that brought me to a place of crying and biting into his pillow one afternoon when I suppose I took it like a man. It took a long time to come to terms that I was a passable female and questioned if I had sent out receptive flags even before the first play at age ten. I have taken a lot of deleted time and disc space journaling a detailed autobiography where I said goodbye to the past and hello to the future. Many of us don't know this but incestual arrangements (mothers/fathers/siblings) from mild to wild are more common than we would think. Many taboos muffle the actual statistics leaving us to believe we are the only ones with our emotions, experiences, traumas, or life lessons, we're not.
I'm not sure how common incest experiences are but you can be sure those who were willing and enjoyed it keep it a secret as it's not acceptable in society in an open way. I had many many nights biting the pillow i know you feel, i wasn't always willing with Dad, sometimes he forced it.
 
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