Hey guys clarification and apology

[Trev]

Not to long ago I wrote a post about possibly exiting and / or taking a break there were some things I took personally on a very emotional day nothing was done with malice by anyone here, it had everything to do with where I was in my own headspace.

Recently a man I really respect and have read his contributions here read that post and he took that old post as current I apologized to him and wanted to apologize to others who have read that post. I wasn’t sure if I should delete that post but I decided to leave it because it is where I was at the time.

I have decided to remain at the site I am just limiting my own time in chat room function for now as I work through with my therapist about biundaries and me pushing guys or holding other men at arms length or pulling them to close to me.

I am and try to be a loving friend and even more importantly a loving father. When things get really emotional or I feel like people draw away or avoid me I start self analyzing like I must have been to much or insulted or offended and then my brain melts down.

I wanted to assure you I am working on myself I do want to be a contributing member here I realize not everyone will agree with this Texas raised boy who can have an opinion, but I do think the guys here are a brotherhood and if you know my story you know thats missing in my life.

Thanks for letting me stay and reaching out to me supporting me and asking me to be here many of you did.

 

[Pheonix1994]

@Trev from one Texas boy to another I understand. You have always been encouraging and an inspiration to us all. I'm glad that you decided to remain on here. We are just one big brotherhood here and for some that's all we have like me. No matter if we agree to disagree we'll always be here for each other no matter what. So I wish you well on your continued healing journey and keep being that great father you are to your sons and great friend to us all here on MS.

 

[dcwofhs90]

If there's one thing this site has a lot of, it's guys who understand. I think I speak for most here when I say that you're an absolutely amazing father. I, for one, enjoy reading about your boys, and they're super lucky to have you as their dad! Anyone can read something and misinterpret what the other person was saying...the fact that it happened only means that you're human! Anyways, I'm happy that you've stuck around, and I'm sure most guys here are happy as well. Here's a virtual hug, my friend!

 

[smc1972]

@Trev As another Texan lol you are human like all of us here and i think many of us have been in a similar place and similar reactions. I sure know I have over the years. Things can just pile on and we can only take so much. I doubt anyone here was offended by anything you may or may not have said.

You know how much I have enjoyed hearing you stories of you life today with your kids and reading that joy in what your write. For me reading that is touching because you are describing what I know i wanted as kid and what a parent should have with there kids, to be properly loved and nurtured.

I am glad to see you are remaining but definitely pace yourself. I feel at times I do not do that myself and it does not always lead to good things. You are a good loving father and I am sure a very god friend to those around you.