Messing with my mind

[840mousebird]

I go through times I want to share and can post and then feel so humiliated I can't get back on here for a while.

It helps to get it out as these are things I can't share.

Being exposed, unable to move and having your privates being licked while being yelled at and slapped has to be the biggest mind fuck.

 

[smc1972]

I understand that feeling. You get the courage to post and it feels like you let some weight off you. As others post back more weight ay be lifted off. Then there are times where for me i post then have a sense of dread. It is you hated a long held secret but those secrets harm us but there not easy to let go of. I still have a number of things that were done to me i have never shared not even with my T.

It helps to get it out as these are things I can't share.

It does help and you are sharing. You set that pace and decide what to share and when.