I told my boys
raffa_will_fight
Registrant
When I started here I didn’t even think about telling anyone irl.
Not the forum. Not when. Not what.
I saw them worrying. These guys are on my side since I was 16. 30 years. Without ever knowing a big part of who I am. Well, neither did I until recently.
And I must say, I still don’t know that much of who I am
millennial issue I guess.
So past Saturday I told them. About this forum, what it is about, about survivors giving each other support. I told them about the amnesi, and the flashbacks a year ago. The memories. And the emotions…. I tried to get single glimpses of their reaction… I was TERRIFIED. Like I always am when fearing to lose someone I love. They listened, let me finish. And just told me they are here for me, they are glad I found this place and the people and whatever I think I have found …
I think yesterday, they whole day and night, are under the best nights in my life.
Loved. Yes, I felt loved.
Wanted to share…
Not the forum. Not when. Not what.
I saw them worrying. These guys are on my side since I was 16. 30 years. Without ever knowing a big part of who I am. Well, neither did I until recently.
And I must say, I still don’t know that much of who I am
millennial issue I guess.So past Saturday I told them. About this forum, what it is about, about survivors giving each other support. I told them about the amnesi, and the flashbacks a year ago. The memories. And the emotions…. I tried to get single glimpses of their reaction… I was TERRIFIED. Like I always am when fearing to lose someone I love. They listened, let me finish. And just told me they are here for me, they are glad I found this place and the people and whatever I think I have found …
I think yesterday, they whole day and night, are under the best nights in my life.
Loved. Yes, I felt loved.
Wanted to share…
