History of dad's gooning
TW// Dad masturbated in front of me documentation.
Hey there I’m an guy and I’m going to tell you what I gone through
10 years old: I remember dad told me that he went through sexual abuse during his childhood by his dad
When I was 17, I was making dinner and eating, Parents were present, I was listening to Louise hay while they were watching Judge Judy, That's when I saw dad's underwear with pants slumbed out, I looked at first, Yet turned away because I was focusing on Louise Hay.
While at 17 2020: I found out whole Heartly that my best friend went through molestation in the boys bathroom from a no-name center by (evil murders back from his age from the paper copies I saw from the sofa and while mom was on the phone practicing with best friend on what to say in the court.
18: Uncle and friend about to come to the house to stay over till Sunday, Parents was preparing to go to the movies, Mom was picking upp something rom the closet, Before parents was about to yell at each other, Here comes dad showing his blue underwears near my door way while mom was there, I looked and turned away out of disgust.
When I tried going no contact aftermath: Once parents came home, Mom had arrogant and monitoring attitude while giving me blood pressure test, While I was going to do it, Dad came down and dug in and out of his pants, Mom told him to go sit somewhere and when I gave disgusted look, she said "Why is your face like that?".
19 years old: When dad came home from work, He went upstairs quickly while mom was asleep, He went up to change, I was about to go in there until I saw his blue underwears once again while his room door open, He tried pushing me to give him pound handshake yet I told him to put pants on and walked out the room until he changed his pants.
September 8th 2022: I mentioned that I'll go through the doctors appointment, Just as look as they don't touch my private area with their gloves since it gets uncomfortable, Dad went the lines of "Suck it up, just do what the doctor say."
Holiday of 2022: Hey's (I'm 20) and I got an experience to tell that was in my head for 5 months this year.
What happen was months ago, I was always ready to join Squad battles for MK8DX early to make friends and earn roles, So I asked earthly dad if we can start reading early so we can do our own thing (Usually we take turns by him reading daily text, while I read revelations climax book, One day I was in my bed ready to read relevations, The minute dad came to the room and when I said prayer, He sat on the floor with his hands inside his pants (NOT HIS POCKETS), I was shocked, disrespected and angry when he had the audacity to look at me read with his hands inside his pants jerking it, then pulling his hand of, Puts hand back in his pants towards me, Yet I pressed on to reading while looking through his eyes and avoid looking down, And it ended up me glaring at him, then he turns to say "You okay?" I changed face and said yes, and when he's gone, I hatefully glared at him, After that I had an nervous panic of him fondling through his pants towards me while mom was sleeping downstairs (Because when I said I want to read downstairs while mom's there, He said "Buuut, she's sleeping!, You don't want to do reading or be in my room?" I said no to reading in his room, Yet I said yes to him to come read in my room.) We never read upstairs or early ever since and I feared reading revelations to him because it'll lead him to fondle his hands in his pants again,
On September he fondle his pants again while mom was there and I spoke and said my boundary of "Please don't and stop putting your hands in your pants around me, It's uncomfortable" And it lead to mom obviously making excuse of "That's a habit of his", I counteract it by saying "I'm saying this now so I don't be in my feelings as it'll lead to bickering and dead fruit talk, But formal and concise talk with calm fruits leads to understanding." (Basically saying this scripture Proverbs 27:5, Matthew 18:15)
From that time when dad comes down (and me assuming and monitoring if he fondling his pants again) Mom'd say "Turn around and eat your food, Um he has pockets!"
The last time he fondled his pants again was in Januray 2023 before cat came to the house, What happen was parents was home from chart house and was changing clothes, Mom was falling asleep, I went to the bathroom to make sure dad's not doing adluterous/ delilah move towards me (crotch playing), He's was halfway of the room touching something close to the droor, I brushed my teeth, And when I said done, I was going downstairs until I saw dad jerking his fruit of the loop pants (crotch playing) down while on the phone, then he muttered slut before he close the bathroom door. Then when he was out of the bathroom I told him what I saw and to not to crotch play when I'm around you, He said an fake "ok" and muttered slut while I went upstairs, then mom was asking what happened, I told her that dad crotch played his pants again and then mom said an blink "okay" and when back to sleep and I heard slut downstairs once again.
March 2023 month when persian cat came:
me and starkite was at the house from art vet, Mom had an sweater for Starkite (Persian cat that's 8 months) for her to put on, Mom was about to put it on until dad assisted on putting it on the cat, While recording I saw dad had an big "thong" (Private area, growing up in the inside of his pants) Instead of letting the private area go down, He placed Starkite on that area while putting Starkite sweater on. After that, I took Starkite up and when I asked dad "What was that thong that you had that Starkite was sitting on?" He just said "Uhhh, phone?" mom gets annoyed too and said "why did you ask that, It's his phone!!?"
Sooo's After me and Starkite heard at earshot that dad said "slut" after love you too, I was irritated and had a meeting of his saying it towards mom and it led to "You know it's an joke" "I didn't say that", Then mom accuse me of "Everytime when dad comes around, you seem antsy, Go back to normal pace." "We're just joking, You know I mutter all the time too"
"You need to start thinking about your father the good way, He provides for you" And I said "Yet if he had strife/sharp mouth, then he's an noisy gong
Dad just looked down on his phone, No eye contact, I just went to irritated to just laughing inside.
He only looked up when it's something good said about him
Jezebel said "You know if there was someone to defend, I would be by their side" Yet she never took my side, It was excuses and accusations and the "Stay away from my man" mindset, It felt like Saul and David story all over again where Saul was trying to kill David until David begged on his needs to teach and said "Stop with all your strife and envy and teach me god's way."
I documented the whole thing, even if Starkite heard it upstairs
I laughed because I thought in the spirit "That's what the bible would said" I felt like Jonah exposing verbal abuse baal and jezebel excused.
May 2023:
Yes, Another time was before drivers, I was eating breakfest, dad was going to the bathroom, Yet when he came downstairs his underwears was shown, He said sorry, I told him to be careful next time when I'm around, He tried to silence me saying "It's just underwears" I said, Yeah it's senuality and he said an sarcastic ok. After eating I went upstairs to get tissue, didn't find them in my room, So I went downstairs to see that dad still had his underwears downward while washing tattoo, I told him two times to pull up his underwear and that's when he started screaming, "I CAN'T DO IT IN THE BATHROOM, I ALREADY TOLD YOU THIS" I went upstairs and told an snapshot on his underwear and that's when I thought "I'm not the word curse he've been muttering towards me." Mom came home, I tried to tell the story about it and she said "Did he listened anyways" so shut me up, I said yes and she said "Then he listened" However dad told the truth as to blame me for "not listening the first time", When mom went up, She said
I told her that it was adultery when me and him are alone and he's doing this to me, She told me to "think of your father more positively" "Everytime you say those words, it's dividing the family, that's the devil's will!." "Then stop staring everytime your dad's home" and she got mad when I recorded everything, Yet I never backed down my boundary
7/2/23: Mom was mad that I always keep persian cat from outside when dad comes upstairs to sleep, When I mentioned the time he crotch played in his pants when I was 20, She said "It's hernomia surgery he had around his stomach, When it hurts, that's when you can see him fixing himself with underwear!" "Sons and fathers should sit together, When dad comes, yet flinched and move fast to the other side, That can hurt feelings!" "What if he move away from you, You'd feel the same way" "Starkite should be free to roam the house, we discussed that he won't show his underwears again!" UM NO, IT'S AN BOUNDARY AND THE REASON WHY I HAVE BATHROOM DOORS LOCK WHEN I TAKE AN SHOWER MOM!
August 2023-2024: I’ve moved to another state due to two years of monitoring my life/ activites, loaded questions she already known Ive been doing and reading, emotional, psychologial, mental, Spiritually abused, ABUSED whole 9, tag-teamed when I tried going no contact two times.
January 6th 2025: I had to go back to the house that abused me due to the past projecting and bad actions I’ve done and went homeless, sleeping in bathroom next to my work until I was found, I tried another housing option that never worked and It led to suicidal thoughts
2025: We was having an argument and that’s when I mentioned about the times dad masturbated under his pants in front of me and she keep saying the same excuse of him having an scar on his stomach, “Regards of underwear or stomach, let it go” “It would break dads heart that you mention about this to his face after all the work you’ve done, think in the present.” “I didn’t see him do that, so I’m not going to try to change my view to make you feel good.” And when I said it’s a discernment, mom said it “needs to have god in it.” I felt invalidated of my experience.
Even though I wasn’t touched sexually or molested this still equates to sexual harassment
Hey there I’m an guy and I’m going to tell you what I gone through
10 years old: I remember dad told me that he went through sexual abuse during his childhood by his dad
When I was 17, I was making dinner and eating, Parents were present, I was listening to Louise hay while they were watching Judge Judy, That's when I saw dad's underwear with pants slumbed out, I looked at first, Yet turned away because I was focusing on Louise Hay.
While at 17 2020: I found out whole Heartly that my best friend went through molestation in the boys bathroom from a no-name center by (evil murders back from his age from the paper copies I saw from the sofa and while mom was on the phone practicing with best friend on what to say in the court.
18: Uncle and friend about to come to the house to stay over till Sunday, Parents was preparing to go to the movies, Mom was picking upp something rom the closet, Before parents was about to yell at each other, Here comes dad showing his blue underwears near my door way while mom was there, I looked and turned away out of disgust.
When I tried going no contact aftermath: Once parents came home, Mom had arrogant and monitoring attitude while giving me blood pressure test, While I was going to do it, Dad came down and dug in and out of his pants, Mom told him to go sit somewhere and when I gave disgusted look, she said "Why is your face like that?".
19 years old: When dad came home from work, He went upstairs quickly while mom was asleep, He went up to change, I was about to go in there until I saw his blue underwears once again while his room door open, He tried pushing me to give him pound handshake yet I told him to put pants on and walked out the room until he changed his pants.
September 8th 2022: I mentioned that I'll go through the doctors appointment, Just as look as they don't touch my private area with their gloves since it gets uncomfortable, Dad went the lines of "Suck it up, just do what the doctor say."
Holiday of 2022: Hey's (I'm 20) and I got an experience to tell that was in my head for 5 months this year.
What happen was months ago, I was always ready to join Squad battles for MK8DX early to make friends and earn roles, So I asked earthly dad if we can start reading early so we can do our own thing (Usually we take turns by him reading daily text, while I read revelations climax book, One day I was in my bed ready to read relevations, The minute dad came to the room and when I said prayer, He sat on the floor with his hands inside his pants (NOT HIS POCKETS), I was shocked, disrespected and angry when he had the audacity to look at me read with his hands inside his pants jerking it, then pulling his hand of, Puts hand back in his pants towards me, Yet I pressed on to reading while looking through his eyes and avoid looking down, And it ended up me glaring at him, then he turns to say "You okay?" I changed face and said yes, and when he's gone, I hatefully glared at him, After that I had an nervous panic of him fondling through his pants towards me while mom was sleeping downstairs (Because when I said I want to read downstairs while mom's there, He said "Buuut, she's sleeping!, You don't want to do reading or be in my room?" I said no to reading in his room, Yet I said yes to him to come read in my room.) We never read upstairs or early ever since and I feared reading revelations to him because it'll lead him to fondle his hands in his pants again,
On September he fondle his pants again while mom was there and I spoke and said my boundary of "Please don't and stop putting your hands in your pants around me, It's uncomfortable" And it lead to mom obviously making excuse of "That's a habit of his", I counteract it by saying "I'm saying this now so I don't be in my feelings as it'll lead to bickering and dead fruit talk, But formal and concise talk with calm fruits leads to understanding." (Basically saying this scripture Proverbs 27:5, Matthew 18:15)
From that time when dad comes down (and me assuming and monitoring if he fondling his pants again) Mom'd say "Turn around and eat your food, Um he has pockets!"
The last time he fondled his pants again was in Januray 2023 before cat came to the house, What happen was parents was home from chart house and was changing clothes, Mom was falling asleep, I went to the bathroom to make sure dad's not doing adluterous/ delilah move towards me (crotch playing), He's was halfway of the room touching something close to the droor, I brushed my teeth, And when I said done, I was going downstairs until I saw dad jerking his fruit of the loop pants (crotch playing) down while on the phone, then he muttered slut before he close the bathroom door. Then when he was out of the bathroom I told him what I saw and to not to crotch play when I'm around you, He said an fake "ok" and muttered slut while I went upstairs, then mom was asking what happened, I told her that dad crotch played his pants again and then mom said an blink "okay" and when back to sleep and I heard slut downstairs once again.
March 2023 month when persian cat came:
me and starkite was at the house from art vet, Mom had an sweater for Starkite (Persian cat that's 8 months) for her to put on, Mom was about to put it on until dad assisted on putting it on the cat, While recording I saw dad had an big "thong" (Private area, growing up in the inside of his pants) Instead of letting the private area go down, He placed Starkite on that area while putting Starkite sweater on. After that, I took Starkite up and when I asked dad "What was that thong that you had that Starkite was sitting on?" He just said "Uhhh, phone?" mom gets annoyed too and said "why did you ask that, It's his phone!!?"
Sooo's After me and Starkite heard at earshot that dad said "slut" after love you too, I was irritated and had a meeting of his saying it towards mom and it led to "You know it's an joke" "I didn't say that", Then mom accuse me of "Everytime when dad comes around, you seem antsy, Go back to normal pace." "We're just joking, You know I mutter all the time too"
"You need to start thinking about your father the good way, He provides for you" And I said "Yet if he had strife/sharp mouth, then he's an noisy gong
Dad just looked down on his phone, No eye contact, I just went to irritated to just laughing inside.
He only looked up when it's something good said about him
Jezebel said "You know if there was someone to defend, I would be by their side" Yet she never took my side, It was excuses and accusations and the "Stay away from my man" mindset, It felt like Saul and David story all over again where Saul was trying to kill David until David begged on his needs to teach and said "Stop with all your strife and envy and teach me god's way."
I documented the whole thing, even if Starkite heard it upstairs
I laughed because I thought in the spirit "That's what the bible would said" I felt like Jonah exposing verbal abuse baal and jezebel excused.
May 2023:
Yes, Another time was before drivers, I was eating breakfest, dad was going to the bathroom, Yet when he came downstairs his underwears was shown, He said sorry, I told him to be careful next time when I'm around, He tried to silence me saying "It's just underwears" I said, Yeah it's senuality and he said an sarcastic ok. After eating I went upstairs to get tissue, didn't find them in my room, So I went downstairs to see that dad still had his underwears downward while washing tattoo, I told him two times to pull up his underwear and that's when he started screaming, "I CAN'T DO IT IN THE BATHROOM, I ALREADY TOLD YOU THIS" I went upstairs and told an snapshot on his underwear and that's when I thought "I'm not the word curse he've been muttering towards me." Mom came home, I tried to tell the story about it and she said "Did he listened anyways" so shut me up, I said yes and she said "Then he listened" However dad told the truth as to blame me for "not listening the first time", When mom went up, She said
I told her that it was adultery when me and him are alone and he's doing this to me, She told me to "think of your father more positively" "Everytime you say those words, it's dividing the family, that's the devil's will!." "Then stop staring everytime your dad's home" and she got mad when I recorded everything, Yet I never backed down my boundary
7/2/23: Mom was mad that I always keep persian cat from outside when dad comes upstairs to sleep, When I mentioned the time he crotch played in his pants when I was 20, She said "It's hernomia surgery he had around his stomach, When it hurts, that's when you can see him fixing himself with underwear!" "Sons and fathers should sit together, When dad comes, yet flinched and move fast to the other side, That can hurt feelings!" "What if he move away from you, You'd feel the same way" "Starkite should be free to roam the house, we discussed that he won't show his underwears again!" UM NO, IT'S AN BOUNDARY AND THE REASON WHY I HAVE BATHROOM DOORS LOCK WHEN I TAKE AN SHOWER MOM!
August 2023-2024: I’ve moved to another state due to two years of monitoring my life/ activites, loaded questions she already known Ive been doing and reading, emotional, psychologial, mental, Spiritually abused, ABUSED whole 9, tag-teamed when I tried going no contact two times.
January 6th 2025: I had to go back to the house that abused me due to the past projecting and bad actions I’ve done and went homeless, sleeping in bathroom next to my work until I was found, I tried another housing option that never worked and It led to suicidal thoughts
2025: We was having an argument and that’s when I mentioned about the times dad masturbated under his pants in front of me and she keep saying the same excuse of him having an scar on his stomach, “Regards of underwear or stomach, let it go” “It would break dads heart that you mention about this to his face after all the work you’ve done, think in the present.” “I didn’t see him do that, so I’m not going to try to change my view to make you feel good.” And when I said it’s a discernment, mom said it “needs to have god in it.” I felt invalidated of my experience.
Even though I wasn’t touched sexually or molested this still equates to sexual harassment
