Context of discourse in “self harm”

Context of discourse in “self harm”
Other evening was in chat and may have typed a few things that did get reported this post is for context and I apologize to @Silly and @Colt1958 and @TheNewMason and to whoever else was in chat there may have been 3 more but to explain the state I was in.
Was in the ocean 🌊 so I couldn’t call 988 or fellow survivors. I got blackens message in my inbox about what was reported which is why I’m motivated to write this post.

Was at sea for 6 days had internet but no cell or text which is usually my go to when flashbacks and nightmares kick in.
I don’t use ms for therapy generally prefer to fell out survivors and get to them for at least 6 months unless I make a post like this as a way to explain what i typed vs what I meant.

I’ll make it but sometimes I am not grounded like being in a 10 foot wave and seening myself being beating vividly. Ok this post isn’t about what the flashbacks or nightmares where about it’s about not being grounded and seemingly aggressive about “self” harm which is not something I would do intentionally just as a metaphor to be a stranger in another persons body, who so happens to be me but who so happens to be someone else at times.

Ok I’m not trying to defend rules that @blacken have for MS I am trying to explain that the reason it happened was because all other sources weren’t available because I usually don’t push my issues onto anybody which is why I’m writing this post.

Won’t happen again just a glitch in the matrix.
 
We were just worried about you buddy. It's totally cool to talk about that stuff here. We all have bad days. It was just out of character for you so we were worried. Thanks for clarifying!
 
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