A Special Antidote
Yesterday was a very bad day, some of which was my own fault. Sometimes I do things that I know I should not. I found a picture of my abuser, my older brother, taken when he was in high school. Actually, wrote a poem on here about his face. After that, it was like that face was stamped in my mind. I got very upset and was heading for the edge of that emotional cliff.
About 9pm the phone rang and it was my oldest daughter, who lives some four hours away. After some chit-chat, I asked her where she was. She told me she was just out. About that time I saw headlights in the drive. It was her and her husband driving in. She had tricked me and her mom. She came into the house with an armload of pastries and things she knows I love. Then she walked over and hugged me hard.
I am blessed to have that girl. Just what I needed to wipe away that image of my abusive brother. I figure she's evidence that in spite of everything, there is good in me, and that my brother didn't win.
About 9pm the phone rang and it was my oldest daughter, who lives some four hours away. After some chit-chat, I asked her where she was. She told me she was just out. About that time I saw headlights in the drive. It was her and her husband driving in. She had tricked me and her mom. She came into the house with an armload of pastries and things she knows I love. Then she walked over and hugged me hard.
I am blessed to have that girl. Just what I needed to wipe away that image of my abusive brother. I figure she's evidence that in spite of everything, there is good in me, and that my brother didn't win.