some song lyrics (maybe triggering)
john22 said:Hey guys, it's been already a while again, so I thought I really had to put down an other possibly inspiring song.
For me it's about my inner child again. The "you" in this song is "little me" while the "I" is the "current me". The cruel wanting speaks about the "normal life", "a family", "children",... all what is ordinary to others but for me is just a "cruel wanting".
But of course your interpretation can be totally different. I hope you like this one, and till later.
Evanescence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5fcVMZXkU0&feature=related
"Lost In Paradise"
I've been believing in something so distant
As if I was human
And I've been denying this feeling of hopelessness
In me, in me
All the promises I made
Just to let you down
You believed in me, but I'm broken
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise
As much as I'd like the past not to exist
It still does
And as much as I'd like to feel like I belong here
I'm just as scared as you
I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise
Run away, run away
One day we won't feel this pain anymore
Take it all away
Shadows of you
Cause they won't let me go
Until I have nothing left
And all I feel is this cruel wanting
We've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise
Alone, and lost in paradise