You will hate me for this. (TRIGGERS)
fusionoflove
Registrant
camron,
I feel like an ass for not responding earlier to your post. Does that make me an ass? No, it just makes me feel like one. Sometimes in life there are things that we do and there are things that we don't do that negativly affect us. The same is true in your situation. 99.9% of the time in this gig called life we'll take more blame, shame, guilt, etc., etc. for things that are out of our control. Why? Maybe because we think everything should be in our control.
People have responded and said that you shouldn't blame yourself for what has happened to you. What you've done, you've done to survive? Can you or I blame anyone for that? Hell no, because once you pop out of womb there's no law that says someone should hold your hand or that someone should love us. It can really be a dog eat dog world out there. For me and others here, we sometimes feel that we were or that we are the next meal for those dogs.
We are not dogs, we are human beings that feel, breathe and think. We can't change this world, but we can do our best to change our world around us. Don't give up that fight. Fight for your spot in this world, your soul. Okay, I've started to ramble so I'll cut it right here. You found the right place. Someone once said to me, it sucks that you found us, but welcome to the treehouse.
Take it easy,
Fusion
If I were to hate you, wouldn't I hating myself as well?
I feel like an ass for not responding earlier to your post. Does that make me an ass? No, it just makes me feel like one. Sometimes in life there are things that we do and there are things that we don't do that negativly affect us. The same is true in your situation. 99.9% of the time in this gig called life we'll take more blame, shame, guilt, etc., etc. for things that are out of our control. Why? Maybe because we think everything should be in our control.
People have responded and said that you shouldn't blame yourself for what has happened to you. What you've done, you've done to survive? Can you or I blame anyone for that? Hell no, because once you pop out of womb there's no law that says someone should hold your hand or that someone should love us. It can really be a dog eat dog world out there. For me and others here, we sometimes feel that we were or that we are the next meal for those dogs.
We are not dogs, we are human beings that feel, breathe and think. We can't change this world, but we can do our best to change our world around us. Don't give up that fight. Fight for your spot in this world, your soul. Okay, I've started to ramble so I'll cut it right here. You found the right place. Someone once said to me, it sucks that you found us, but welcome to the treehouse.
Take it easy,
Fusion
If I were to hate you, wouldn't I hating myself as well?