You are not alone
Toad
Registrant
(This started in another place but I didn't want to highjack that thread.)
I often think there are only so many ways to abuse a boy.
A lot of them were done to me.
But we hold it all in and are ashamed to speak of the things forced on us.
It is difficult to speak the unspeakable.
But many here have gone through the same things that we have. We are not alone.
I often have joked to myself we need a number system to make it easier to start sharing.
Something like this:
Trigger Warning
1. Mouth
2. Bottom
3. Sucked / Rubbed on
4. Frotted against
5. Things stuck inside
6.
7.
8.
9. Multiple of above at once.
20. By Dad
21. By Mom
22. By Grandfather Or Grandmother.
23. By Aunt or Uncle
24. By Teacher
25. By Priest
26. By Scout leader.
27. By Babysitter
28. BY Other Close adult.
29. By Stranger
30. By Brother
31. By Sister
32. By Other Child (COCSA*)
33. By Neighbor
34. By Pimp
35. By John's
36. By Cousins
37. By Coach
38. By Hairdresser
39. By Classmate
48.
49. By multiple of above at once.
60. They made pictures and films
61. Made to do it with older children
62. Made to do it with younger children
63. Made to do it with Animals
64. Made to do it with Babies
65. Made to do it to something dead.
66. Made to do it with multiple of above at once.
67. Urine was used.
68. Poop was used.
69. Someone died because of something they made me do.
70. Someone died because of something I wouldn't do.
71. They made me watch while they hurt a person or animal.
72. I was sold.
73. I had to sell myself to survive.
74. While still a child I reenacted what was done with other children. (COCSA*)
75. With Genital Torture
76. Was Drugged.
77. With Animal Fluids
78. I let them use me to protect other children
79.
99. Multiple of these things at once.
(Message me and I will edit the list for the ones I missed.)
* (Child on Child Sexual Abuse)
-Toad (1,2,3,4,9, 22, 23, 28,36, 48, 60,61,66,67,74)
I often think there are only so many ways to abuse a boy.
A lot of them were done to me.
But we hold it all in and are ashamed to speak of the things forced on us.
It is difficult to speak the unspeakable.
But many here have gone through the same things that we have. We are not alone.
I often have joked to myself we need a number system to make it easier to start sharing.
Something like this:
Trigger Warning
1. Mouth
2. Bottom
3. Sucked / Rubbed on
4. Frotted against
5. Things stuck inside
6.
7.
8.
9. Multiple of above at once.
20. By Dad
21. By Mom
22. By Grandfather Or Grandmother.
23. By Aunt or Uncle
24. By Teacher
25. By Priest
26. By Scout leader.
27. By Babysitter
28. BY Other Close adult.
29. By Stranger
30. By Brother
31. By Sister
32. By Other Child (COCSA*)
33. By Neighbor
34. By Pimp
35. By John's
36. By Cousins
37. By Coach
38. By Hairdresser
39. By Classmate
48.
49. By multiple of above at once.
60. They made pictures and films
61. Made to do it with older children
62. Made to do it with younger children
63. Made to do it with Animals
64. Made to do it with Babies
65. Made to do it to something dead.
66. Made to do it with multiple of above at once.
67. Urine was used.
68. Poop was used.
69. Someone died because of something they made me do.
70. Someone died because of something I wouldn't do.
71. They made me watch while they hurt a person or animal.
72. I was sold.
73. I had to sell myself to survive.
74. While still a child I reenacted what was done with other children. (COCSA*)
75. With Genital Torture
76. Was Drugged.
77. With Animal Fluids
78. I let them use me to protect other children
79.
99. Multiple of these things at once.
(Message me and I will edit the list for the ones I missed.)
* (Child on Child Sexual Abuse)
-Toad (1,2,3,4,9, 22, 23, 28,36, 48, 60,61,66,67,74)
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