You are not alone

You are not alone

Toad

Registrant
(This started in another place but I didn't want to highjack that thread.)

I often think there are only so many ways to abuse a boy.
A lot of them were done to me.
But we hold it all in and are ashamed to speak of the things forced on us.
It is difficult to speak the unspeakable.
But many here have gone through the same things that we have. We are not alone.

I often have joked to myself we need a number system to make it easier to start sharing.
Something like this:

Trigger Warning ⚠️
1. Mouth
2. Bottom
3. Sucked / Rubbed on
4. Frotted against
5. Things stuck inside
6.
7.
8.
9. Multiple of above at once.

20. By Dad
21. By Mom
22. By Grandfather Or Grandmother.
23. By Aunt or Uncle
24. By Teacher
25. By Priest
26. By Scout leader.
27. By Babysitter
28. BY Other Close adult.
29. By Stranger
30. By Brother
31. By Sister
32. By Other Child (COCSA*)
33. By Neighbor
34. By Pimp
35. By John's
36. By Cousins
37. By Coach
38.
39.
48.
49. By multiple of above at once.

60. They made pictures and films
61. Made to do it with older children
62. Made to do it with younger children
63. Made to do it with Animals
64. Made to do it with Babies
65. Made to do it to something dead.
66. Made to do it with multiple of above at once.
67. Urine was used.
68. Poop was used.
69. Someone died because of something they made me do.
70. Someone died because of something I wouldn't do.
71. They made me watch while they hurt a person or animal.
72. I was sold.
73. I had to sell myself to survive.
74. While still a child I reenacted what was done with other children. (COCSA*)
75. With Genital Torture
76. Was drugged.
77.
78.
99. Multiple of these things at once.

(Message me and I will edit the list for the ones I missed.)

* (Child on Child Sexual Abuse)

-Toad (1,2,3,4,9, 22, 23, 28,36, 48, 60,61,66,67,74)
 
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#5 covers a lot of territory. I've had "things" stuck inside but also been penetrated with a penis both orally and anally
 
Not sure yet. I left lots of space for all of the ones I forgot.
If you can think of ones I missed let me know and I will edit it.

-Toad (1,2,3,4,9, 22, 23, 28,36, 48, 60,61,66,67,74)
@Toad Then why did you include 48 on your signature? 😊
 
Trying to get the signature thing to work.

So my numbers and a reference to the original post appear at the bottom of future messages and comments.
 
1, 2, 3, 5, 25, 28, 29, 32, 61, 69 (an animal not person), 71,74

The same here.
I sometimes have joked with the therapist about the letters after my name- denoting mental health issues. Instead of B.S or PHD, It is PTSDO,OCD ADHD, now I can add numbers too! Sorry I don't mean to offend anyone, but one of my ways of coping I suppose.
 
I sometimes have joked with the therapist about the letters after my name- denoting mental health issues. Instead of B.S or PHD, It is PTSDO,OCD ADHD, now I can add numbers too! Sorry I don't mean to offend anyone, but one of my ways of coping I suppose.
Saaaame, I actually wrote them all out the other day and I think there were seven individual groups of letters. I don't know about all the numbers but I have suspicions.
 
(This started in another place but I didn't want to highjack that thread.)

I often think there are only so many ways to abuse a boy.
A lot of them were done to me.
But we hold it all in and are ashamed to speak of the things forced on us.
It is difficult to speak the unspeakable.
But many here have gone through the same things that we have. We are not alone.

I often have joked to myself we need a number system to make it easier to start sharing.
Something like this:

Trigger Warning ⚠️
1. Mouth
2. Bottom
3. Sucked / Rubbed on
4. Frotted against
5. Things stuck inside
6.
7.
8.
9. Multiple of above at once.

20. By Dad
21. By Mom
22. By Grandfather Or Grandmother.
23. By Aunt or Uncle
24. By Teacher
25. By Priest
26. By Scout leader.
27. By Babysitter
28. BY Other Close adult.
29. By Stranger
30. By Brother
31. By Sister
32. By Other Child
33. By Neighbor
34. By Pimp
35. By John's
36. By Cousins
37.
38.
39.
48.
49. By multiple of above at once.

60. They made pictures and films
61. Made to do it with older children
62. Made to do it with younger children
63. Made to do it with Animals
64. Made to do it with Babies
65. Made to do it to something dead.
66. Made to do it with multiple of above at once.
67. Urine was used.
68. Poop was used.
69. Someone died because of something they made me do.
70. Someone died because of something I wouldn't do.
71. They made me watch while they hurt a person or animal.
72. I was sold.
73. I had to sell myself to survive.
74. While still a child I reenacted what was done with other children.
75.
76.
99. Multiple of these things at once.

(Message me and I will edit the list for the ones I missed.)

-Toad (1,2,3,4,9, 22, 23, 28,36, 48, 60,61,66,67,74)
@Toad , can you update the original post you made here with all changes so we can always reference the latest version?

Thanks ☺️
 
I think an admin will have to allow him to edit his post since it's not something you can normally do after a certain timespan.
 
I have been able to update my posts from several months ago if I find some grammer or spelling errors.

I know with private conversations you have a time limit.
 
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