Wow!!!

Wow!!!
M

Marc

Registrant
I doubt many of you remember me. I was last circulating the boards and the chat almost two years ago. Many things have happened since. Some good, much bad. But, I found myself called back after this hiatus though I'm not sure yet why. Time will tell.

Anyway, I found myself re-reading some of my own threads and responses almost as if I was opening a time capsule and all I can say is Wow!!! It's hard for me to believe from the negative spin I went into that I actually put forth some positive thoughts. After years of fighting my own self-esteem issues and continuing to this day to struggle to quash my many demons, I'm shocked to realize that in some instances not only was I able to form coherent thoughts and concepts but I actually might have offered a warm blanket to others. I find myself bawling like a two-year old at the realization of this but it does still offer me some hope for my own life, for my own worth.

I'm terribly sorry that this site still exists for it means that still boys/men are continuing to suffer from the level of injustices and violations that we've suffered through by our perps, our families, our religions and our governments. But, it is soooooooo comforting, so enlightening, so blessed to know that in a world often shrouded by unrelenting ugliness, there is a place to go full of beauty, compassion and love.

Peace
 
Marc
Welcome back! This place has been a lifeline for me I honestly do not think I would be here if it wasnt for this place and these guys. Its a very important lifeline on my road to Recovery. Peace brother..
 
Marc,

Thanks for the loving message, expressed so beautifully.

It's good to hear from you.

Remember we were going to march in the male survivors pride parade holding hands? :)

At least that's how I recall it.

In any case, so great to be in touch with you again.

Regards,
 
Marc, I never knew you but hello. The site should never have to exist, but it does. It has both helped and hurt, but it is a good feeling that I am not alone with my fears from childhood.

ste
 
Marc welcome back. It is good to see you again. Stick around and walk with us for a while ok.
 
Marc,

Wow, it has been a long time since seeing that smiling banana posting here! As you were one of first to welcome me here, it seems rather strange to me to be welcoming you back. But of course, I do it. Welcome back.

I understand what you mean, of looking back at some of our first, or even older, posts. I have looked back a few times, and think, 'who the heck is that child'? I sounded so lost, and naive, and was still trying to say 'it wasn't so bad', while hurting so much and feeling so crazy. I think it is a good thought, that we should all do from time to time. To look back over our past posts, maybe from three or four or six or 12 months ago, and see just HOW far we have come. We all truly have, I do believe it.

Wishing you well, friend.

Leosha
 
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