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markgreyblue
Registrant
from now on - i am collecting memories -
i spent so much time trying to live someone else's idea of what i should be - according to whose plan??
i was berated for so long for having interests for being something that was not them -
for liking to tell stories of my walks
my day - or a picture -
those assholes -
that was what feeds me - and they tried to starve me - of my life's blood -
we do not live on bread alone - we live on the experiences that give to us too!
so my sister can go vampiric on her husband -
my brother can smother his friends with pillows till they play dead - figuratively -
with his shit
i am going for walks for discovery,
fully aware they may not be planned but fully aware of the goal is to find new things to help me survive -
financially - spiritually - psychically -
here's too fulfillment
a life that is
magically and unexplainably at last
for me
m
i spent so much time trying to live someone else's idea of what i should be - according to whose plan??
i was berated for so long for having interests for being something that was not them -
for liking to tell stories of my walks
my day - or a picture -
those assholes -
that was what feeds me - and they tried to starve me - of my life's blood -
we do not live on bread alone - we live on the experiences that give to us too!
so my sister can go vampiric on her husband -
my brother can smother his friends with pillows till they play dead - figuratively -
with his shit
i am going for walks for discovery,
fully aware they may not be planned but fully aware of the goal is to find new things to help me survive -
financially - spiritually - psychically -
here's too fulfillment
a life that is
magically and unexplainably at last
for me
m