Why can’t I put myself first
Sort of crappy night as my partner and got mad at each other. I care about him and don’t want to upset him yet I also know I just give in. Don’t rock the boat don’t upset others I truly deep down don’t want to be in this relationship but I can’t hurt him. I am the provider I take care of everything financially his family especially his mom plays mind and guilt games with him. So I feel if I seek happiness for me I will destroy him which I can’t do. I have never put myself first.
I am getting tired but am to much a failure and to weak to change.
I am getting tired but am to much a failure and to weak to change.