who cares and why

who cares and why
M

michael Joseph

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not much for me to hang on to right now

u guys say you care

what can u do when I am in kalamazoo

there is not much here for me

not sure where I would go but at some point

I might just leave again dont think i will return to kalamzoo

what is the difference of being homeless someplace else and homeless here
 
You're right Michael, can't do much from here except let you know that I'm listening and that I don't want you to suffer. Try to keep in mind that everything changes, from bad to good, from good to bad. These feeling and circumstances won't last forever, nothing does. Keep posting, keep letting it out, believe that your future holds better for you. How many hurdles have you been over? You can make this one too. - John
 
from poetry just posted

i know i am depressed ***** dont discount your words to me it may save my life ***** any ideas will be greatly appreciated

I am doing what i can maybe the following will help you understand, I am here cause i want to live guys not die, I just feel like dying at times

just mad and scared
what the hell does love mean
to hurt, abuse, yell at, hit

apparently that is what it means to love
according to most of the people I knew
but that is hate, anger, and abuse

what does God have for me?
why did I go through all this mess?
some say I am a great person

one hug, one hug? where is it
do I have to hug myself in a snow bank
in kalamazoo mi on a cold morning and die

Tell me about love
please
 
Michael - Can you get yourself over to the YWCA? Maybe just a place to sit with other people? Get some of your thoughts out? Maybe your therapist can find some time to see you today....I bet a change of atmosphere and surroundings would help to get your thoughts moving in another direction. Glad to see that you keep posting. I'll try to check back from time to time today. - John
 
i want my dam paycheck for aug that would help

i will try to get a hug today, or at least some contact
 
i cant help it i am sad you would be too in my situation just be glad i am comming back each day,

I have the ability to take care, I am here becasue i need to be here, what guys here are doing is helping, life is not easy, believe it or not someone here bought me a ticket to PA, 4 months of relief I appreciate the help i get, i never asked for more than words, be glad I am here and send me a nice note, that is all I need

expressing my sadness help guys it will pass
 
I am glad you keep coming back each day and I look forward to seeing you tomorrow.

And even though I can't be there to do this in person...
((((((((((((((((( Michael Joseph ))))))))))))))))))))))))

You're the first person I've ever given a hug to...and it's a BIG hug, online. I hope you can feel it. - John
 
Michael

A big transatlantic for you, because you deserve one :D

Dave
 
Michael,

I know no one can understand or appreciate what you are going through, but I sense your pain and wish I could take some of it off you. Looking at the posts above, I see you got someone's first online hug. That's pretty cool.

Hang in there. And I think John had a good idea. You sound so alone and isolated, and being more with other people, especially those who would understand your issues, might be a big help.

Take care,
Larry
 
Everone have the times when it is harder, when we are more depressed of things. It is understood, and for you, your situation, your life right now, it is very hard. I know that people here, they may just even care because of principal of it, that you are 'one of us' and we have the sympathy always for another survivor. But for anyone who have met you, it is care because you are a good person. I have seen you in chat room on a night you are very upset yourself, and then go and spend much time helping a new person. That is a good man. You. I care because that.

Andrei
 
thanks andrei for noticing
I know I am commted to helping others
I have not given up I am just tired of being out of work, I come here because it helps, being bi polar doesnt help but I am taking care of myself

I need to hear good things everyday

thanks
 
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