While I was away Big Triggers!
reality2k4
Registrant
When I was not here, I had to look for somewhere to just go in my mind.
So leaving porn behind, big story.
I delved around for answers and joined a site.
One site I joined was for victims of ritual abuse.
I did not know it when I joined, but was horrified at where these people had been involved in it real time.
Nobody thinks it happens, but it must do, they were testimony to it.
I could not even be in that hurt so I left, it was really too much to bear.
I had to get out for my own minds safety, but it was not like this site, it was like they all totally blame it all on themselves.
It was not a place I could even be in.
The people were great, but it was too dark there, even though ppl were warm in response to others, but I did not feel any part of it, because it was hurt beyond hurt.
The only way I could describe it is "Traumatic".
ste
So leaving porn behind, big story.
I delved around for answers and joined a site.
One site I joined was for victims of ritual abuse.
I did not know it when I joined, but was horrified at where these people had been involved in it real time.
Nobody thinks it happens, but it must do, they were testimony to it.
I could not even be in that hurt so I left, it was really too much to bear.
I had to get out for my own minds safety, but it was not like this site, it was like they all totally blame it all on themselves.
It was not a place I could even be in.
The people were great, but it was too dark there, even though ppl were warm in response to others, but I did not feel any part of it, because it was hurt beyond hurt.
The only way I could describe it is "Traumatic".
ste