Where next!
reality2k4
Registrant
I guess sometimes I cannot see the wood from the trees, like it is all gonna be his fault again.
Then he gets a psyche doc to treat him like a ten yo, but guess what, he enjoyed it.
He was a little boy talking totally truthful to this junior doc who did not know what language he was talking.
He asked me where I was, and what day it was, so I told him, but it was like he should be asking me that when I was ten yo, not now.
Then he asked me write down a question, so I said,
"when is spring"
He said finish the question!
I did not believe I wrote that in answer to what he ask me, so I put down,
"when is spring going to arrive"?
Then he gets me to draw things, and still I feel like some kid, but I did it, and felt cool about copying this stoopid drawing.
Then he ask me whether I can put names to faces, and I said NO!
I can only do that with close friends, but that is alone a big issue.
The worst thing is, he said that I had to find my own way out of this sh*t, by going to a self help group, so when I get to group my thoughts together, I will ring them and ask what support they can give me.
If I do not get access to a T, then I will ask whether they should have gone this way and ask me to just find my own help.
I just wish he came back and said, OK, we will refer you to a trained therapist, but no, he ask me to find one myself.
I live in the UK which is pretty much money orientated in medical matters, so there are few trained therapists in the field of male CSA.
I just feel like the whole thing has been dumped on me to sort out, and the experts know no other way than to just say, go there and ask them for help.
The only thing I need is to talk with someone who knows the issues I face, in a safe and trusting environment to help me drop all these boundaries in life that hold me back.
Is it too much to ask of professionals?
ste
Then he gets a psyche doc to treat him like a ten yo, but guess what, he enjoyed it.
He was a little boy talking totally truthful to this junior doc who did not know what language he was talking.
He asked me where I was, and what day it was, so I told him, but it was like he should be asking me that when I was ten yo, not now.
Then he asked me write down a question, so I said,
"when is spring"
He said finish the question!
I did not believe I wrote that in answer to what he ask me, so I put down,
"when is spring going to arrive"?
Then he gets me to draw things, and still I feel like some kid, but I did it, and felt cool about copying this stoopid drawing.
Then he ask me whether I can put names to faces, and I said NO!
I can only do that with close friends, but that is alone a big issue.
The worst thing is, he said that I had to find my own way out of this sh*t, by going to a self help group, so when I get to group my thoughts together, I will ring them and ask what support they can give me.
If I do not get access to a T, then I will ask whether they should have gone this way and ask me to just find my own help.
I just wish he came back and said, OK, we will refer you to a trained therapist, but no, he ask me to find one myself.
I live in the UK which is pretty much money orientated in medical matters, so there are few trained therapists in the field of male CSA.
I just feel like the whole thing has been dumped on me to sort out, and the experts know no other way than to just say, go there and ask them for help.
The only thing I need is to talk with someone who knows the issues I face, in a safe and trusting environment to help me drop all these boundaries in life that hold me back.
Is it too much to ask of professionals?
ste