Whats the worse that can happen?
Cement
It's what keeps me from feeling truly free and enjoying life to the fullest.
Lately I've been flush with cash... more than I ever have been. And yet... I find myself with an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach thinking that it'll all be gone tomorrow... (don't want to go there).
It's been a pretty good three weeks over all because of it... but the tension is there just the same. Hopefully I can get rid of the tension before i get rid of the cash.
Cuts to close to the bone for me.my constant fear is money, losing it, not being able to support myself, losing my house my car my work my family...
I think this is an inverted fear. I am actually afraid of the success I can have, so I focus on lower goals and worry about them so needlessly and constantly, that I lose the strength and ability to work on my writing, sacrificed in order to worry about the piddling details of life.
It's what keeps me from feeling truly free and enjoying life to the fullest.
Lately I've been flush with cash... more than I ever have been. And yet... I find myself with an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach thinking that it'll all be gone tomorrow... (don't want to go there).
It's been a pretty good three weeks over all because of it... but the tension is there just the same. Hopefully I can get rid of the tension before i get rid of the cash.