What the hell is love?

What the hell is love?

reality2k4

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I dont know what love is, not really experienced it for so long.

I love my family even when they turn my christmas into crapiola, am I glad that is over.

The only real love I have, is my dog, Ben, he shows me unconditional love.

I just wish I had the chance before I die, to experience real love, and the electric feeling that feels so great, but everytime I make a relationship, it turns sour.

Maybe God never wanted to me to experience love in life, or maybe I am just blind to it, I dont know.

My life is to walk down to the coast, and meet people with their dogs, and watch the sea birds, and sand hoppers.

Most of my childhood was spent crying on the beach and just watching the sea birds, and listening to their cries.

Yeah, at least the animals love me if nothing else, oh well,

ste
 
Well, I know first hand what it's like to look for and not find love.

Every descent looking girl that I've approached that wasn't wearing a ring, whenever I start small talk with her, she mentions "boyfriend". Every single time.

The only ones that come on to me lately are too (for lack of a more politcally correct term) "large" for my taste.

I've been trying, but all the good ones our age are mostly taken, and someone like me who doesn't have a lot of money.........well, lessens my chances even more.

I hear what you're saying though Reality, believe me I do.
 
I've always been desperate for love and cling to it when I find it which ultimately ruins it. For me, the problem is I lost the ability to love myself. The warmth that was inside of me as a child was frozen in an instant. There are people I inately love like my family, but I don't really feel it, I just know it to be true. So I guess all I'm saying is that cliche, you can't love others until you love yourself.
 
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