So, I've been hanging out in some nasty places lately.
I always wondered how could someone rape a little boy. (I was raped from 6 to 13, FWIW.) One thing I never understood was how anyone could do that to a child. So, I went looking for answers. I found chatrooms where pedophiles hang out. Once I figured out their code, I thought it would be easy enough engage a few and figure it out.
If any of you are curious, "open minded" is the key phrase to spot. If someone puts in a sex ad or asks in chat if you're open minded, that means they like sex with children and want to know it you do, too.
I thought it would be simple to engage a few of these guys in roleplaying. I got stories that should really get them hot and bothered.
I was shocked. None of them wanted to hear the real stories.
The first few times I thought it was just a mistake. But time and again they stopped me from telling a real story. Instead they wanted a romantic story about a child who's flattered and attracted by an old man's desire for them.
I can't say I understand them. Probably good that I don't. But I do think I've learned something. The message these people need to hear is just no. No young person wants an old man fucking them. Hard to believe that message needs repeating, but I think it does.
There's a whole population of people who don't understand that. Scary.
I think that they put their own urges above what the damage it would do to their victum would do. The idea of getting into their minds is fasonating because psychology is a primary interest of mine. But unless you know how to say super safe online, stay the fuck away from those places at all cost. Unless you know what a VPN, Tor, and Tails are and always use them when searching for pedos, you have zero buisness anywhere near those sites.