What is wrong with me? Possible Triggers
I really hate seeing another guy and feeling attracted to him, or thinking how cute he is. Why can't I feel this way towards girls? I have so many mixed feelings about me being gay and having nobody to talk to about it. Nobody knows that I like guys. I feel so alone. Some days I can get by without being bothered with these feelings, and other days--like today--I can't stand it. Why is this? And this is just the tip of the ice burg.
Also, just in the last week I have had two dream where I was being used. One by a guy who I do not know, and one by a woman who I do know--and it was very disturbing. Then I had a dream of having consentual sex with another guy.... I do not understand it.
Also, just in the last week I have had two dream where I was being used. One by a guy who I do not know, and one by a woman who I do know--and it was very disturbing. Then I had a dream of having consentual sex with another guy.... I do not understand it.