What is Normal

[nltsaved]

-What is Normal- 2 poems in 1(bold words reveal the second poem)



The pain from abuse reduces

the chance of survival astronomically

Its hard to see any sense of normalcy

Normal what is this normal that you speak

Something perceived during upbringing

Well what if your normal was becoming apart of someone's

sexual fantasies with you playing the lead part

countless days in this dark realm of obstruction of justice

with no one focused on protecting the innocence of a boy defenseless against this

perversion for instance becomes a life sentence with no chance of parole

Now there's this hole in the soul that can never be filled

in essence predestined to tormented fragments of

molestation where there are no vacations

from this internal eternal damnation

stuck in the imagination from the daily hallucinations from flashbacks to

triggers who would of

Figured

My shame that fuels these flames

would ultimately become the worlds gain

the raw fuel that created this rare jewel

stained with intricate emotions stirring this infinite devotion

causing continuous commotions

revealing my skeleton's removes the

Deception's that I am uniquely alone

 

[C. E.]

Well what if your normal was becoming apart of someone's
sexual fantasies with you playing the lead part

This poem was very powerful. This part felt like you looked right into my eyes and said it. It was awakening. Thank you for putting a voice to something I could not find the words to define.

 

[victor-victim]

you have really nailed it this time.

there is a third poem between the lines.

it is always good to hear your voice, nltsaved,
and it is as powerful as ever.

you are a rare jewel.

thank you.

 

[nltsaved]

Thanks Guys it is much appreciated