For the longest time.I shamed myself as a as a.victim who was led into submission. I have so much chatter in my head. It's weird.how sustitute daddy father figures can help you with your issues teach and guide you and yet at the same time you are tone deaf to what you are supposed to focus on learning. For example. My parents were.not very organized. So as.a.submissive one of my exercises might be thouroughness . and we can embark on a journey of expressing that. Do you guys.have.any.thoughts on this subject? How to to work on yourself through the submissive dynamic? I would like to explore.how these power dynamic relationships might help me live.a better life. I know I.am crazy, but PTSD sucks.