What if you really wanted to be a victim?
Originally posted by James:
Jim,
I dont think anyone wants to be abused. True each and everyone one of us (me encluded) did want what wasnt in our lives. LOVE! We didnt want to used as some kind of sick sex toy. At the ages we were how could sex be want we wanted? Is wasnt sex we wanted it was just for someone to show us the truely cared for us, to show us that we mattered in the bigger picture. I was 6 when my abuse firest happened. Both my parents were drunks and lived at the bars. My older cousins were cool. They wanted me around. They played games on the livingroom floor when it rained. They tucked me into bed at night. We laughted and ran and rode bikes. Until they showed me the price I had to pay for all that "fun". You, like me, didnt want the sex we wanted to know that another human loved us. And as a child how easyly we are scared into believing that what these sick assholes were giving us was just what we wanted.
James