What if ....it is a trap.
Sawyer49
Registrant
So many times I fantasize the what it's some of my what if's:
What if parents were able to read what was going on?
What if it had never happened?
What if my parents had stayed separated and it continued?
But it happened ....and now
What if I had fought harder?
What if they made a pill that would wipe these memories of them, their voices, their smell, their taste.
This sort of what if thinking keeps me from the here and now. My wife, my kids.
No more what ifs it is what was but not what is now.
What if parents were able to read what was going on?
What if it had never happened?
What if my parents had stayed separated and it continued?
But it happened ....and now
What if I had fought harder?
What if they made a pill that would wipe these memories of them, their voices, their smell, their taste.
This sort of what if thinking keeps me from the here and now. My wife, my kids.
No more what ifs it is what was but not what is now.