What I now remember **TRIGGER WARNING**
Healing light
Registrant
I don't really place how old I was exactly 5/6 maybe there was this man he was tall I didn't know him didn't want to go near him but there was just me and him in the room my uncle had gone out the door , it was our room at the cabin I wanted him to go out the room but didn't tell him and he picked up my rabbit that was mine my father gave me that and I'm not allowed to loss it , wanted to say give it back he said something but I don't understand him , I froze he was definitely a stranger one of them that won't understand me , one of the ones my father said would happily take me away , when I tried to talk to the shop lady who smiled alot I didn't want her to take me away.
And I certainly didn't want this man too
He held out the rabbit so I went to take it but he moved it closer to him so I went closer , then he was touching my hair , people did that didn't like it but my sister's always played with it , then he were touching me other places I was holding rabbit but I dropped him I couldn't reach him , the man just held me tighter as I wriggled to try and reach it , I didn't understand what he was doing for the first time I spoke in my mother tongue I said please stop for a moment I thought he had understood but he didn't he picked up the rabbit at pushed it at me and carried on
I have a block at this point until I remember crying on the bed with the rabbits ears over my eyes still terrified he was going to take me away and a fellow survivor ( co abused ) covering me with a blanket and then getting in bed beside me and singing a song some of the lyrics in English are
" As the sunsets and the days at an end
The moon becomes a travellers friend
Upon the road we ride
The moon will shine it's light
Travel peacefully on and on "
He made me feel better
To this day I have no idea who that man was.
Peace
HL
And I certainly didn't want this man too
He held out the rabbit so I went to take it but he moved it closer to him so I went closer , then he was touching my hair , people did that didn't like it but my sister's always played with it , then he were touching me other places I was holding rabbit but I dropped him I couldn't reach him , the man just held me tighter as I wriggled to try and reach it , I didn't understand what he was doing for the first time I spoke in my mother tongue I said please stop for a moment I thought he had understood but he didn't he picked up the rabbit at pushed it at me and carried on
I have a block at this point until I remember crying on the bed with the rabbits ears over my eyes still terrified he was going to take me away and a fellow survivor ( co abused ) covering me with a blanket and then getting in bed beside me and singing a song some of the lyrics in English are
" As the sunsets and the days at an end
The moon becomes a travellers friend
Upon the road we ride
The moon will shine it's light
Travel peacefully on and on "
He made me feel better
To this day I have no idea who that man was.
Peace
HL