What I could have been?

What I could have been?

Hauser

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In 1801, a French mathematician and physicist name Joseph Fourier, was inspecting the schools of his province. Fourier met an 11 year old boy whose remarkable intellect and passion for oriental languages had already earned him the admiring attention of scholars. Fourier invited him home for a chat. The boy looked upon and was FACSINATED by Fouriers collection of Egyptian artifacts, collected during the Napoleonic expedition where he had been responsible for cataloging the astronomical monuments of that ancient civilization. The hieroglyphic inscriptions (the eyeballs, wavy lines, beetles, bumblebees, birds, etc.) roused the boys sense of wonder!

But what do they mean? asked the boy. Nobody knows, was Fouriers reply.

The boys name was Jean Francios Champollion. FIRED by the mystery of the language that no one else could read, that 11 year old boy set a goal, he became a superb linguist and PASSIONATELY immersed himself in ancient Egyptian writing. At that time, France was flooded with Egyptian artifacts, stolen by Napoleon and later made available to Western Scholars. The description of the expedition was published, and devoured by the young Champollion.

As an adult, Champollion came upon the Rosetta Stone, which was a slab or rock that was uncovered from an ancient temple that seemed to clearly have the same message in three different writings: In hieroglyphics at the top, in a kind of cursive hieroglyphic called demotic in the middle, and , the key to his decipherment, Greek at the bottom.

By setting a goal and having a dream, Champollian, who was fluent in Greek, was able to translate Ancient Egyptian hieroglyphics!! In retrospect it sounds almost easy, but it had taken many centuries, and the discovery of the Rosetta Stone, to be figured out. What a joy it must have been to have opened this one-way communication channel with another civilization, to permit a culture that had been mute for a millennia to speak of its history, magic, medicine, religion, politics and philosophy!

Whats my point to this? Well, its a good thing Joseph Fourier wasnt a pedophile, because instead of being a mentor and someone that Champollion admired, he could have destroyed his dreams and ambitions like MINE were destroyed when I was a boy. Also, where was MY mentor? Why did no one show ME something that awed and inspired me to set a goal and achieve it? Why have I done nothing? What the fuck is wrong with me?
 
NOTHING can stop You from doing what YOU want if you set your mind to a goal , and stick to it
 
That boy had a great mentor in life.
How great is that, when a man can bring a boy to see his true potential.

I would like to see everyone like that, and how great the World would be.

I know the child in me was taken away from any of his high hopes and dreams.
You are still though, innocent,

ste
 
theres nothing wrong with you ,our dads should have been our mentor,but they were too mean or too busy to care about us
 
Hauser,

That question is one that haunts many of us in the dark times. We grieve for the loss. A normal childhood, the protection from our fathers, parents who inspored our natural curiosity and intelligence toward great things, on and on.

The recovery process helps us move past the grief of loss to the place where eventually we begin to see that we still have some of those abilities contained within us. It helps us to direct those abilities with perhaps even greater passion than had we not suffered the losses we did.

In short, over time, with a lot of heartache and hard work, we move from victim, to survivor, to thriver. Many of us try to bypass those steps and go straight to the thriver part. I think that was one of my downfalls when I first began recovery. Others of us get stuck in the early stages and can't figure out how to move on. I did that one too, after I discovered I couldn't go straight to the finish line.

I had the same thought you did, Hauser, when I read the story about Champollion and how he was invited to the professor's home. That one is always a trigger for me. Even that trigger can be turned to something positive however. With our knowledge of how grooming takes place we can become advocates and protectors for children when others have no clue.

Great thread, My Friend.

Lots of love,

John
 
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