What do you have lock your In the prison in your mind.
Strive 38/11
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My ability to shine and turn ideas into profitable businesses. At the moment my sexual and intimate selves.
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What do you have lock your In the prison in your mind.
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My loneliness.
My need for love.
My lack of compassion for myself.
My successes followed by failures.
My lack of identity.
My need for love.
My lack of compassion for myself.
My successes followed by failures.
My lack of identity.
Strive 38/11
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I smile at intochange. May I suggest picking one like lack of compassion for self and build compassion for yourself. You deserve to allow your compassionate state to nurture your body. It maybe drinking more water, to flush toxins out if you. It may be positive self talk. I know I've been there the walls up and it's cold and desolate inside. Feel the nourishing sun on your face and know it can be better. 
Smile all around.
If I drink anymore water or sparkling water I may float down into the estuary of failure by overachieving.
I reached out to someone this week to share something that scares me and upon which I am seeking wise advice. He's not a perfect man, but he's not in recovery (doesn't need it) has raised two beautiful children, supported his wife in all of her endeavors. Only my therapist knows why I reached out, and he encouraged it. Great response. ("...nothing but respect for you and your work in every area I am proud you asked." Made me feel great until I realized the depth to which the truth about this situation, which is not life threatening, could nonetheless cause him not to enjoy those warm and fuzzy feelings. We'll see as he's invited me out for dinner this week. "Til then I have my regular support group to help me remain calm and it's not hard to find someone who needs some help from me. And, of course I may work if I choose...last course of action, lol.
Having set up this dinner over the course of Thursday and Friday, I slept for over 3 steady hours for the first time in weeks. Its not the pills that make me sleep(?), its my state of mind and muscle rigidity. And I have my lifetime teddy plus one I picked up at a weekend spent with brave, healing men.
If I drink anymore water or sparkling water I may float down into the estuary of failure by overachieving.
I reached out to someone this week to share something that scares me and upon which I am seeking wise advice. He's not a perfect man, but he's not in recovery (doesn't need it) has raised two beautiful children, supported his wife in all of her endeavors. Only my therapist knows why I reached out, and he encouraged it. Great response. ("...nothing but respect for you and your work in every area I am proud you asked." Made me feel great until I realized the depth to which the truth about this situation, which is not life threatening, could nonetheless cause him not to enjoy those warm and fuzzy feelings. We'll see as he's invited me out for dinner this week. "Til then I have my regular support group to help me remain calm and it's not hard to find someone who needs some help from me. And, of course I may work if I choose...last course of action, lol.
Having set up this dinner over the course of Thursday and Friday, I slept for over 3 steady hours for the first time in weeks. Its not the pills that make me sleep(?), its my state of mind and muscle rigidity. And I have my lifetime teddy plus one I picked up at a weekend spent with brave, healing men.
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