WALKING thru the PAIN
Morning Star
Registrant
What do you do when your soul is blown apart by a 9/11 and you are still not dead? Do you walk away with the wound and nurse them for the rest of your life, or do you also walk away with the gift?
There are many reasons for me to believe that a purely drugs based recovery plan doesnt work so well than those coupled with a spiritual therapy plan. Recovery from abuse; be it emotional, physical or sexual is a long and tedious process, replete with challenges at every step but also with major discoveries into our soul.
The one reason drugs dont work so well is that drugs whatever they might be, physical or chemical, only take us away from the pain that is suppose to heal our soul. And feelings that are supposed to show us what we really are. Emotional healing is the first step to healing the heart, and to heal we must first feel and the more intensely we can feel, the greater our chances of heal. Knowing that, all pain heals we can allow ourselves to feel. And sometimes it takes a big trauma to remind us what we need to heal in us. It is the pain that is coming to reminds us of the pain already with us. That is when we even try to heal it to become one. Infact what hurts is not what is falling apart in us but what is trying so hard to coming together in us.
The problem is that we are seldom willing to release the pain, because somewhere we think ourselves to be defined by that pain, I am my experiences and not my pain. Experiences are what happen to me, and they certainly are not me!
Today online confessions have become excellent means to release all that is causing so much pain in us and what we no longer to hold us back. Because what we release, only makes us lighter.
We just have to learn to release those painful memories and the embedded pain. Holding on to the pain as something personal doesnt allow it to go away and we seldom receive the wisdom beneath.
That way, even killing our self, doesn't work, because the soul remains, and so do ours experiences and memories, what goes away is only the outer shell.
What we have gone thru has nothing to do with our body; it is what our soul has chosen to go thru the trauma in order to heal its pain.
That is why; drugs cannot heal the soul; for it can only be healed by the One who makes it. That is why the soul never finds rest till it has found the end in God. Having experienced spiritual abuse once, it is guaranteed that you will not find rest till you have found your Self. It is the pain that pushes us to seek the light within us. That is the sole reason that the healing has to be a spiritual process rather than purely a clinical one.
In the end, what takes the most time is self acceptance once that is done, rest just falls in place. Once we learn to love ourselves just the way we are, we are ready to go anywhere! We are as close to perfect as we can be, to learn the lessons our life wants to teach us.
This self acceptance is a long and tedious process but can become joyous when we realize what we are only accepting the divine in us. As we move into our dark caves we can carry that bright torch of light that embodies the divine in us. That never lets the mission of the soul out of your sight. No matter how longer we try to ignore ourselves. In the end, what is waiting to be found is the light within us.
Of course it would get too much at times, that is when we need to retreat into our shells, and come back stronger enough to break the walls that we build around ourselves. That is when we realize that no one can destruct what we really are. Having said that, there is no getting around from the pain in this journey of meeting your soul. And once you have crossed the river you know you dont want to cross it again.
When I get too depressed or simply feel low, I spent a silent moment in prayer, or stop by at this site, www.malesurivor.org, where fellow light travelers discuss their journey to Thee. I hand around long enough to get inspired once again and go back to my life to do what so many millions before me, have done so amazingly well, that it is to walk through the pain, in order to touch the light.
There are many reasons for me to believe that a purely drugs based recovery plan doesnt work so well than those coupled with a spiritual therapy plan. Recovery from abuse; be it emotional, physical or sexual is a long and tedious process, replete with challenges at every step but also with major discoveries into our soul.
The one reason drugs dont work so well is that drugs whatever they might be, physical or chemical, only take us away from the pain that is suppose to heal our soul. And feelings that are supposed to show us what we really are. Emotional healing is the first step to healing the heart, and to heal we must first feel and the more intensely we can feel, the greater our chances of heal. Knowing that, all pain heals we can allow ourselves to feel. And sometimes it takes a big trauma to remind us what we need to heal in us. It is the pain that is coming to reminds us of the pain already with us. That is when we even try to heal it to become one. Infact what hurts is not what is falling apart in us but what is trying so hard to coming together in us.
The problem is that we are seldom willing to release the pain, because somewhere we think ourselves to be defined by that pain, I am my experiences and not my pain. Experiences are what happen to me, and they certainly are not me!
Today online confessions have become excellent means to release all that is causing so much pain in us and what we no longer to hold us back. Because what we release, only makes us lighter.
We just have to learn to release those painful memories and the embedded pain. Holding on to the pain as something personal doesnt allow it to go away and we seldom receive the wisdom beneath.
That way, even killing our self, doesn't work, because the soul remains, and so do ours experiences and memories, what goes away is only the outer shell.
What we have gone thru has nothing to do with our body; it is what our soul has chosen to go thru the trauma in order to heal its pain.
That is why; drugs cannot heal the soul; for it can only be healed by the One who makes it. That is why the soul never finds rest till it has found the end in God. Having experienced spiritual abuse once, it is guaranteed that you will not find rest till you have found your Self. It is the pain that pushes us to seek the light within us. That is the sole reason that the healing has to be a spiritual process rather than purely a clinical one.
In the end, what takes the most time is self acceptance once that is done, rest just falls in place. Once we learn to love ourselves just the way we are, we are ready to go anywhere! We are as close to perfect as we can be, to learn the lessons our life wants to teach us.
This self acceptance is a long and tedious process but can become joyous when we realize what we are only accepting the divine in us. As we move into our dark caves we can carry that bright torch of light that embodies the divine in us. That never lets the mission of the soul out of your sight. No matter how longer we try to ignore ourselves. In the end, what is waiting to be found is the light within us.
Of course it would get too much at times, that is when we need to retreat into our shells, and come back stronger enough to break the walls that we build around ourselves. That is when we realize that no one can destruct what we really are. Having said that, there is no getting around from the pain in this journey of meeting your soul. And once you have crossed the river you know you dont want to cross it again.
When I get too depressed or simply feel low, I spent a silent moment in prayer, or stop by at this site, www.malesurivor.org, where fellow light travelers discuss their journey to Thee. I hand around long enough to get inspired once again and go back to my life to do what so many millions before me, have done so amazingly well, that it is to walk through the pain, in order to touch the light.