(TW) my childhood experience
So I’m new here and this is the first time I’m talking about it. I’ll give the general synopsis but open to going into more detail with individuals in private.
basically from the age of 8-14 I was continually molested and forced to service my older brother. He would make me service him n would touch me. He would also physically beat me
it lives with me everyday. I’m married now to a beautiful woman that doesn’t know everything but knows I was abused by him.
I like to consider myself straight but there’s a part of me that craves being a submissive to a man…is that normal? I’ll why I have these urges because the only experience I had with a guy was traumatic but now it seems I’m craving it
basically from the age of 8-14 I was continually molested and forced to service my older brother. He would make me service him n would touch me. He would also physically beat me
it lives with me everyday. I’m married now to a beautiful woman that doesn’t know everything but knows I was abused by him.
I like to consider myself straight but there’s a part of me that craves being a submissive to a man…is that normal? I’ll why I have these urges because the only experience I had with a guy was traumatic but now it seems I’m craving it