Triggers.
This kept waking me up last night and I thought writing it might help but now I just want to break things.
His hands are on me and he's taking my shirt off and my mom is laying on the bed against the headboard. I look right above her head at the tacky art work, I can see her shoulders move, I know her hands are moving beneath that.
They take me apart, now I'm not me anymore.
"Take that black dick out and show your mama what you can do nigga"
"Fuck her like I taught you, fuck her with that nigger dick."
I can feel his hands on me, he's moving me physically. He's physically moving me. He's so much bigger than I am and I just want to get away.
"Gonna make her c*m"
Christ I want to cry but he won't let me go. She won't let me go. No one will let me go and I'm drowning.
I don't want this stuff inside me anymore.
His hands are on me and he's taking my shirt off and my mom is laying on the bed against the headboard. I look right above her head at the tacky art work, I can see her shoulders move, I know her hands are moving beneath that.
They take me apart, now I'm not me anymore.
"Take that black dick out and show your mama what you can do nigga"
"Fuck her like I taught you, fuck her with that nigger dick."
I can feel his hands on me, he's moving me physically. He's physically moving me. He's so much bigger than I am and I just want to get away.
"Gonna make her c*m"
Christ I want to cry but he won't let me go. She won't let me go. No one will let me go and I'm drowning.
I don't want this stuff inside me anymore.