(triggers) stupid f unrealistic stupid unrealistic not possible fear wtf
(writing without looking at it after and without editing)
I'm 30+ and I have a constant fear my crazy father would pop out from nowhere and rape me
it is not possible
i mean i am in my locked house, not close to him
i have some martial arts training
he's around 60 now
i mean *everything* is different from when i was 3-4 years old
and also - "logically" it isn't possible he'll just "appear" out of thin air
but that is my fear...........................
I'm 30+ and I have a constant fear my crazy father would pop out from nowhere and rape me
it is not possible
i mean i am in my locked house, not close to him
i have some martial arts training
he's around 60 now
i mean *everything* is different from when i was 3-4 years old
and also - "logically" it isn't possible he'll just "appear" out of thin air
but that is my fear...........................