Treated like shit act like shit

[Severe stammer]

If people treat you weird you act weird, a lot of my trauma is from childhood ive always tried to feel relaxed, and not being able to speak fluent drove me round the bend, I was honest, ive seen in the news today about abuse, one says the Witch hunter in England and that his cousin molest a nine years old child , ive read that a couple have had their baby taken a way because doctors thought they had abused .
I'd like the police to interview my children and any child ive been round.
I think society judge to fast especially with admitting be a survivor of childhood abuse.
Mud sticks
Guilty until proven innocent.
I painted mike Tyson on a gym were I lived im going to read his biography after my cousin has finished reading it he said he reminds me of me lol
I'm reading a book by a comedian called Steve Coogan he did Alan Partridge and the first chapter I can relate to. The last paragraph made me giggle it's as follows.
By the time we recorded the second series of Alan Partridge in 2002 .
I was sometimes falling asleep in the middle of a take because id been up all night.
I couldn't stay away from cocaine.
I couldn't be faithful, I tried to be good, but failed.
Stop start . Stop start.
I had an affair when my girlfriend was pregnant with our daughter
I'm just having a mellow day but felt I needed to talk

 

[Severe stammer]

I'm going to start to cycle more

 

[sorryson]

Please take care of yourself. I agree how one treats a survivor of CSA can impact how the survivor acts and gets better. I saw my Dad, he met great people who loved him and not like his blood family who were horrible and tantalized and abused him. We did not know he was a survivor. That does not excuse our behavior. He had many mental and psychological issues that we did not understand and said he was a liar. He was not a liar but rather a victim tyring to live and survive.

If you are with people who do not show love and kindness get away from them. They have emotional issues they are lying to themselves about. I learned I had many emotional issues due to Mama and her family. We thought they were great but they were manipulative and controlling. Mama loved them too much, even more than us and we craved her love and followed her ways as she treated Dad very poorly. We were taught to believe it was all his fault. Now we know it was not.

So find people who love you, respect you and support you. When Dad found these type of people he learned to thrive. We struggled a lifetime with issues from alcoholism to attempted suicide. It was difficult for my brother to ever have a friendship. Today he is t doing well.

The people around you can make or break you.

 

[Severe stammer]

I don't like being treated like shit I fight back