Torment

[Tryingtolive]

Cant sleep.
Exaushted.
Body tired.
Mind awake.
Crazy I feel.
Drained of everything.
Memory and focus never there.
Anger and agitated.
Leave me alone.
Don't want to be this way.
Am I doing enough.
I can't cope anymore.
Tired and weak.
Same feelings and rituals daily.
The tears come and surprise.
I can't understand myself.
Loving
Trusting
Caring
Why is it so hard?
The torment Is the answer.

 

[KMCINVA]

Tryingtolive

I am sorry--lack of sleep can be devastating. It robs you of your focus, motivation and direction. I lost purpose in life, spiraling into a depression that nearly pushed me over. Lack of sleep perpetuates negative thoughts. Please try to get some sleep. Talk to a doctor, maybe some medication. Do not follow the path I did.

I hope you get some relief very soon.

Kevin