Tonight I Cried

Tonight I Cried

Morning Star

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Tonight I cried for that little boy, and I cried out aloud louder than I have ever cried in my life, I cried and I cried, I cried as hard as I could, and then I just cried some more
After I was done I knew I had cried it all. All my life I waited to find someone who would cry for me, and I did find that person today, and it was me.
Today I freed myself from that chase, and my quest ended with me.

I stopped looking, I stopped seeking I just found me.

No longer shall I search for someone to love me, to look out for me and to find me alone at the end of the day and still have no where to go, I know I can always come home, back to me.

I will no longer search for me, as I have found me, right here besides me, in me.

I was looking for someone else to cry for me, to worry for me to wait for me to come home, to look forward to meting me and to love me every day, rain or sunshine, come good days or bad.

Today I found my self and I cried, I cried out aloud.
 
Morning Star,

That's a beautiful post, and so true. When we connect with our feelings and accept the reality of what has happened, how can we do otherwise than cry? It's cleansing I think, and as your post also shows, it allows us to accept our innocence and learn to love ourselves again - as we all deserve.

Much love,
Larry
 
Morning Star,

The weak can never forgive.
I would like to hear more about what you think of this Gandhi quote. Look, for example, at all the times a child forgives an abusing sibling or parent.

If we say that's not forgiveness because the child is weak, then the argument is going in circles.

Just a thought - I am intrigued by this one.

Much love,
Larry
 
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