to my friends

[markgreyblue]

nervous and sick feeling -

i am sitting here in an interent cafe -

i got coffee and a breakfast sandwich at the local cafe - lettieri -

i talked to the guy there - i always talk to

he was a super grouch at first -when i first go to TO - but i sensed there was more there -

and realized after several visits that he is justs guarded and self protective -

he is a really really nice guy -

and now - we are on first name basis -
we say hello all the time - even when
i pass the shop - i either look in the window and wave/ or stop in - and get something -

- we talked at length this morning about
just nothing too much -

one thing was - how i get sick from preservatives - in food - and spices too -
and how i can't really go to starbucks much anymore - either - cause i get sick from their preservatives in their sandwiches -

i told him how a friend of mine - well the superintendent from my building grew up on a farm up north - he never ate preservative foods before coming to TO 9 years ago -

and for the first 6 to 8 weeks of eating the food down here -

he was mostly sick in bed - throwing up - diahrea and wrything in pain -

i can't eat it either -
literally 15 minutes after fast food - mcdonalds or whatever - i am in the washroom sick as a dog -

always been chemically effected - can't have big doses of meds -

can't really drink more than 2 light beers -

~cigarettes make me spin--

and really really handsome men give me the vapors something fierce!
uh well that's something completely different...nevermind!

but seriously - this is just a note checking in

just a hello -

i think the preservatives might have effected my sleep last night -

my mind was hungry hungry thirsty too-

but it was the day prior too

m

 

[Darkheart]

Poor you! I couldn't survive on a healthy diet!!! I grew up on fresh fruit and veggies - organic, I guess I have been rebelling for the past 15 years cuz I refuse to eat healthy now!

But, seriously tho, you say your mind was hungry and thirsty. Care to elaborate? Seems like you are onto something there and might not realize it?...

 

[michael Joseph]

mark u r too silly, but you are also one of the kindest men i know here, beware drinks can make the ugly step sister look like prince charming.

mj

 

[Lloydy]

I can eat most junk food, but I just don't like it. I'd rather eat the polystyrene tray than a McDonalds so I don't bother.

But chemicals do affect us in strange ways, I like beer and drink just enough to keep me amused, but one particular brand - the famous Newcastle Brown Ale - makes me agressive, so agressive that I'll pick fights with strangers. Luckily no other beer or product does that to me.

And I do have a bad nut allergy that's no fun.

Dave