Tired of being the black sheep
I never got in trouble in my life, but I'm being excused of trying to destroy members of the family (those making that claim forget alleged crimes on me as a minor). I've purposely kept my abuser / brother's name out things so that the police would not be drawn into the matter. I already dropped charges brought on my behave, of course never a thank you. I wouldn't want one; I needed to do it given my circumstances. How they put together the name I'll never know. I'll remember the police at my door explaining my rights should I choose to pursue them; I thought a bit late. I dropped the case and my then T, who said she would disclose to the police certain elements if they occurred, age of events, nature of events. Check, check, check.
My parents who know almost everything, including a rape in college, and will say anything to protect the "reputations" of my brothers even it does and is destroying me. Of course, they know what they said was wrong, so I must be wrong and just twisting their words. I ask how, so I can change what's bothering them? "No, you just want to quarrel!" The real truth is they want me to stop being bothered about being raped as a 10 / 11 year and my parents' action surrounding it.
My parents who know almost everything, including a rape in college, and will say anything to protect the "reputations" of my brothers even it does and is destroying me. Of course, they know what they said was wrong, so I must be wrong and just twisting their words. I ask how, so I can change what's bothering them? "No, you just want to quarrel!" The real truth is they want me to stop being bothered about being raped as a 10 / 11 year and my parents' action surrounding it.
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