trigger.
It is not over. he still have power, my father still have power of me too. Ever since I make report, have been so terrified of it all, wanting to take it back, tell them I make mistake. Have been so bad since I done that, have been drinking so much, cutting so much. So much pain, physical and mental, and taking more pain pills, have different ones, and none of them working. I know they are doing something with the report because they have talked with two other people who were trained by this man. Feel I cause problem for those people. Afraid how this will continue. Been going crazy, not been myself most times since making report. Need to know I can get through this, I think at first it will be easier once I say something, and is not.
leosha