This Week
Hello again - just thought I'd do a sort of mini-diary from a Survivor that thinks he is getting there!
This Week:
Sunday - 12 noon started diet prior to scan/x-ray for suspect kidney stones (no fibre).
Sunday - 17:00 - starving.
Sunday - 22:00 - thin soup - starving.
Monday - 09:00 - scan - looks like kidney stone may have disintegrated.
Monday - rest of day - starving (loads of shit at work, but starving is the main thing)
Tuesday - shit at work, but starving.
Wednesday - x-rays at 15:00 to 17:00 - told not to drink or eat beforehand...first x-ray taken & told I need a drink???? Starving.
Wednesday 17:00 - ate the supplies that I had in the car.
What am I rambling on about????
Well I'm not particularly keen on anyone touching me, but I got through all of those examinations without any real fear!!!???
Since I told my Doctor about the abuse, I think it's on my records...they know? they care?
Just suspect that because of the look that the Locum gave me the second time I complained about kidneys!
Thursday ...woke up tired & did late shift. Got text telling me that everyone was going out Friday - pissed off cause I'm on late shift.
Friday - did late shift & received several texts about events of the night...amusing!
Saturday - strange...no more voices in my head (still)! Didn't have to go to work. Everything in the garden is blooming (seriously)....just feel something is missing??
Cleared the crap from my yard - bought new outdoor table & chairs (20% off). Sat out there on the stroke of midnight , glass of wine & so chilled!
It's OK - it's the years that are missing... I've just got to leave them behind now!
Breathe, smile, laugh....Rik (ramble on).
This Week:
Sunday - 12 noon started diet prior to scan/x-ray for suspect kidney stones (no fibre).
Sunday - 17:00 - starving.
Sunday - 22:00 - thin soup - starving.
Monday - 09:00 - scan - looks like kidney stone may have disintegrated.
Monday - rest of day - starving (loads of shit at work, but starving is the main thing)
Tuesday - shit at work, but starving.
Wednesday - x-rays at 15:00 to 17:00 - told not to drink or eat beforehand...first x-ray taken & told I need a drink???? Starving.
Wednesday 17:00 - ate the supplies that I had in the car.
What am I rambling on about????
Well I'm not particularly keen on anyone touching me, but I got through all of those examinations without any real fear!!!???
Since I told my Doctor about the abuse, I think it's on my records...they know? they care?
Just suspect that because of the look that the Locum gave me the second time I complained about kidneys!
Thursday ...woke up tired & did late shift. Got text telling me that everyone was going out Friday - pissed off cause I'm on late shift.
Friday - did late shift & received several texts about events of the night...amusing!
Saturday - strange...no more voices in my head (still)! Didn't have to go to work. Everything in the garden is blooming (seriously)....just feel something is missing??
Cleared the crap from my yard - bought new outdoor table & chairs (20% off). Sat out there on the stroke of midnight , glass of wine & so chilled!
It's OK - it's the years that are missing... I've just got to leave them behind now!
Breathe, smile, laugh....Rik (ramble on).