This was the 'worst part of my abuse,'
This was the "Worst Part of my Abuse," That I was Alluding to in my Post on the main Forum.
It is Extremely difficult for me to talk about this stuff, I have only begun to share some of it with a Friend that I know went trough much of what I did, be it different times.
But still, I want ted to at least try to post something and then maybe fill it in with more detail.
First i want to say that I am glad that the is a Forum dedicated specifically to this subject! This subject even feels Taboo even here on MS. It is truly a tough subject to go into!
That being said, I don't want to push myself to go into too much detail right away, as I am not at all comfortable talking about this, compared to the rest of my history!
It first started with simple photographs. My 1st Perp, the Teacher, came into the bathroom - I was staying at his house - when I was getting out of the shower and "jokingly" snapped a photo of me naked, while laughing, getting me to laugh, as if it were just a quick joke and nothing more.
Later this happened more frequently, and with a video camera as well. I was 11 at the time and still didn't think that much of it at the time.
This progressed into me posing for him in my undies while he snapped away. he kept up his ruse of telling me how special i was and what a "special, beautiful boy" I was.
To be fully honest, the attention felt really good and if the trade off was something so minor, than so be it, or so I thought......
I had NO IDEA what was in store for me, in the very near future and how often it would take place and for how long!!!!!
I think i have said enough for now. There is a Ton more to say and explain, but I have to take this slow.
-Logan
It is Extremely difficult for me to talk about this stuff, I have only begun to share some of it with a Friend that I know went trough much of what I did, be it different times.
But still, I want ted to at least try to post something and then maybe fill it in with more detail.
First i want to say that I am glad that the is a Forum dedicated specifically to this subject! This subject even feels Taboo even here on MS. It is truly a tough subject to go into!
That being said, I don't want to push myself to go into too much detail right away, as I am not at all comfortable talking about this, compared to the rest of my history!
It first started with simple photographs. My 1st Perp, the Teacher, came into the bathroom - I was staying at his house - when I was getting out of the shower and "jokingly" snapped a photo of me naked, while laughing, getting me to laugh, as if it were just a quick joke and nothing more.
Later this happened more frequently, and with a video camera as well. I was 11 at the time and still didn't think that much of it at the time.
This progressed into me posing for him in my undies while he snapped away. he kept up his ruse of telling me how special i was and what a "special, beautiful boy" I was.
To be fully honest, the attention felt really good and if the trade off was something so minor, than so be it, or so I thought......
I had NO IDEA what was in store for me, in the very near future and how often it would take place and for how long!!!!!
I think i have said enough for now. There is a Ton more to say and explain, but I have to take this slow.
-Logan