This is weird like a dream

[reality2k4]

Where I live is beautiful without doubt, but I live so close to where I tried to figure out my hurt, with crying and being alone in the rain and cold.

I keep getting flashbaks, like a little boy of 12/13 standing there in the cold rain, wanting somebody to see that he is hurt.

I know that some people saw my hurt, but I never told them, and wish I did back then.
Its like I left him, by not using the help that good ppl wanted to give then.

I get the same picture in my mind of a little boy standing in the rain crying, because nobody would notice in the rain, and totally helpless.
Its like I keep seeing him and totally powerless to reach out to him and say its safe.

Maybe he did die,

ste

 

[roadrunner]

Ste,

He didn't die at all - that's him reaching out to you to tell you how he feels. Go ahead and tell him he's safe now.

Much love,
Larry

 

[shadowkid]

ste,maybe thats why you reached out and helped me? maybe? thanks k?also the little boy is not alone all of us have a little boy thats lost and when we come here and help each other all the little boys are together just like we are. adam

 

[shadowkid]

he didnt die!hes on the playground with little adam and all the others ,hes safe now and he knows it

 

[reality2k4]

I am glad that little adam is safe, and he can reach out anytime he wants, thats what its all about.

I just get this weird thing in my mind that he is crying in the pouring rain, yet feeling safer because nobody would be about.

Its just weird, like I see him, and he is helpless, and all for no reason,

ste