things can get better

things can get better
A

ARW

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finally got a job in my own darn country. First real one in seven years. The relief is overwhelming. Couldn't have done it without the therapy, the anti-d's, sobriety, having the courage to finally come out of my shell. Still so far to go. Miles. But I feel like a present, adult member of my family for the first time in my life. I look at myself in the mirror and am beginning to see a man and not a child. I never thought I would. I never even imagined what I looked like as an adult, what other people saw every day is nothing on what I saw, still see on the bad days. But today is a big move forward. SO, SO, SO glad to have you guys to share it with. My brothers in arms.

Al
 
Off the hook, dude!!! Congratulations! Thats great news, knowing what you've been going through lately. Maybe some of your good employment luck will rub off on me. Very happy for you man.

Roy
 
Awesome news Al, I hope things continue to get better, wishing that the ups outwiegh the downs for a while!

John
 
Thanks guys. Appreciate the kind words. Had a WAY rocky moment today - I think it's the old psycho inner critic just reminding me of his presence. Saying, you'l fail. Bad Idea! etc.
Screw him, right? Fuckin' A.
 
Exactly!

That voice is not your friend,, and he is not you.

Your the one who is listening,, and you dont have to listen.
 
FAIL ????

Why should that happen ? It's not part of the contract that we are BOUND to fail.
And anyway, what the hell do psycho inner critics know ?

Lloydy :D
 
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