Things are not what they seem

[hemi1024]

Hi everyone things are getting more confusing for me. I could never figure out why no one noticed the change in myself during the abuse in my own home. But it has been brought to my attention that peaple around me new more than I thought they did back then.This makes me more angery or maybe just that my dad realy didn't want to tarnish himself with what was going on. Maybe he was ashamed of me all I do know is that there were coments made like take care of Bill for he has been through a lot in his childhood. My dad knows moore than I thought and to sit by and let me be sexualy abused time and time again and not to mention the times when I was 10 years old and the beatings and rapes and torture that went on.But I was making all of this up becuase his bosses son of 15 woudn't do this.I wish you could have seen me crying in the class room at recess when everyone was outside I was inside crying my eyes out. The teacher asking why I was not out side.I spilled guts the divorce the abuse from the 15 year old and the fact that no one would listen to me. All I can say is that I amk so dissapointed that you never made a atempt to put a stop to any of this and I have had to and still am deeling with all of this crap.Bill

 

[roadrunner]

Bill,

Sometimes parents really just don't see what is going on. I remember I used to sit at the dining room table looking at everyone eating and thinking are you all blind? But abuse was NOT on the radar back then, and they didn't know how to put together the telltale signs.

That's a lot different, however, from cases where aprents do know and just let it continue. I just don't understand how that can happen.

Are you seeing a T? This is one of those areas where professional advice would really be a great idea.

Much love,
Larry