They say

[Tryingtolive]

take the negatives and turn them to positives.They say
positives still feel negative to me.
Get out more.They say.
Inside I feel safe.
Get over it.They say
I wish I could.
Why are you acting like this. They say
I can't hide my pain anymore.
I know how you feel. They say
No one knows my story.
Why cant you be normal. They say
It doesn't feel normal to be "normal"
Why aren't your working. They say.
Afraid of work and being out of my comfort zone.
What's your problem? They say.
Can't say.
I ask why all the Rhetorical questions.
I ask why do you act surprised.
I ask why cause I have to make sure your here for me.
I ask cause I'll never get to ask why that happened to me when I was younger.
I ask myself why I have to be quiet.
I ask myself why I can't be happy
They say a lot
But never do.
They say they care
But never are here.
They say we love you
But I don't feel the same.
Love is such an over used word.
I wished I loved myself as much as others say they love me.