the victory

the victory
M

markgreyblue

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my family expected the most from me - far beyond that which was reasonable to ask
anyone -
to live up to a form - that is not human but everything they wanted and yet to have us be abused
for fulfilling their requests as well - or just for threatening them by our talents - and strengths - for the sheer power - the indulgent

for me my family expected me to be to know everything at once - their
care giver - their whipping boy and not their responsibility -
why did i have so many questions?!?!?!? they were frustrated by this - by me -
and read my posting about "unstable mother and abandoned"

gives you some background of what happened-
what went on -

and so i melted - i dimented yet held on and broke
apart and was built up again all over this past year
with friends around me and you all here -

i am one amongst others now -and not needing to be the absolute font of knowledge that i was expected to be -

thank you my brothers -
mark
 
This is a great place isn't it.

Mark
why did i have so many questions?!?!?!?
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I was just like you alse ?????? But I alse belevie that is a sign of an excellent person who just wanted to learn and understand. Tom
 
Mark, it is good to hear you speak the truth that you are not where you used to be, that it is better for you now.

Thank you for your good words. It is so good to hear of progress, of movement towards a healthy life. Your post is a gift to all of us.

Bob
 
Mark,

and was built up again all over this past year
with friends around me and you all here -
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Built up solid and strong and true.

And YOU here too, building up the rest of us.

Thanks.

Donald
 
Mark,

WHy did you have so many questions?

Because you needed answers. And I hope you continue to find them.

Growth is a wonderful thing, no?

I love you, my brother.

Scot
 
It is a victory. And I think that you are not expected to be anything here other then what you are. I am sorry that others had such unrealistic expectations of you in the past.

Leosha
 
This is a great place, I still put on my front when I am here sometimes, but that is getting less. I am more able to be more open. I was away for a long time, long story, but I am back now and it feels some better. Just be yourself Mark, that is enough. No expectations here, just empathy and caring.

scott
 
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