The tears

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The tears

I rarely come here anymore because I just don;t feel that anyone will ever understand. I don't mean you people, I mean the world.

It's 5:21 in the morning here and I can't stop crying.

I can't forget. And I remeber words being said to me that were words of love that were followed by so muchpain.

I can't tell you how much I hurt right now. How the memories keep pouring into my mind. Of then.

I wish he had killed me.
 
M,
You might be surprised. "The world" sometimes seems to be coming around to a place of greater sensitivity and understanding. Well, I guess "sometimes" is the key word.
Crying is not, per se, a bad thing -- maybe it's just the only way available right now to release feelings of pain and anger, grief and rage. (???)
Sorry that you are huring right now, truly, but you can trust that there are many brothers here who do understand and who care.
Love, etc.,
george
 
Martym,

What you are feeling is something that we all have felt: that sense of being utterly alone and beyond understanding.

But take the risk and reach out to us here. You will find many hands reaching back to you with support and compassion. Each of us has had our own hell to endure, but that makes us especially sensitive to the torment that others have felt.

Much love,
Larry
 
Martym,

Thanks for telling us of your pain. You've spoken out in a place where you will find no shame or condemnation. Talk to us when you can.

Safe Hugs,

John
 
Martym,

I hope you keep coming back because we do care about you. The world however is a tricky place and the people that don't understand our problems can be mean at times and that hurts but with your brothers here you can find strength and I hope you can come back so we can all stand together and face these things one day at a time.
 
Martym,

I so wish I could cry, but I numb out instead of letting it out.

You are pretty new to these boards, so give yourself a chance to not get "involved" in stuff that may trigger yourself.

Stay safe,

ste
 
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